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I am finally going to follow the lead and try and avoid posting in multiple different places. I am going to try and do most of my rambling in this thread.
My cognitive issues are making it harder and harder for me to focus on multiple things. That combined with my laundry list of other issues, makes functioning at all near impossible.
Having to go through medication experimentation again is going to make it even harder.
Whenever I have to refocus because I literally can’t remember blocks of time or where I am and why I’m here kinds of things , I’m usually able to come here and figure out through my posts and profile etc.
That has proven to not work very well at times. I wondered if I centralized my thoughts here that maybe that might work better.
That also keeps me from being a distraction from those who are more deserving than I.
@Helgafy Those are the best kind of eggs :) the chickens are happy and getting sunshine and eating bugs and grass
@Helgafy Are you having trouble with errors again this morning?
@mytwistedsoul
Yes - it say: API Error. I'll try to part the message and see if something comes through.
@mytwistedsoul
Here comes 1/2 of my message:
@mytwistedsoul
The 2. part of the message:
@mytwistedsoul
@Helgafy I'm so glad it finally went through. I've had the same thing happen . It's frustrating. Tbh I write on a note app and then copy and paste too - mainly because I usually can't remember what all was talked about
@mytwistedsoul
"Good morning" to you friend.
May the road rise to meet you
May the wind be always at your back
May the sun shine warm upon your face
The rains fall soft upon your fields
And until we meet again,
until we meet again
May God hold you in the palm of his hand
And until we meet again,
May the stars illuminate your nights
May the flowers bloom along your path
Your house stand firm against the storm
All for now. Helga.
@Helgafy Good morning :) How are you?
@Freemindedpark7468
Good morning to you wonderful soul.
We here at this site wish you much love today.
@Mytwistedsoul
Good morning to you beloved young man.
@Helgafy Good morning :) I'm glad you liked the heart ❤️ There's different colors too. I hope you're having a good day.
Yesterday it was dreary here in the morning. There wasn't much to do. It's still to chilly out to start planting anything. I did move some hay down to the horse barn. Today was a therapy day and since that's in town a trip to the grocery store was done. I baked a carrot cake afterwards lol
@mytwistedsoul
Friend - still being there!
You wrote: " I'm glad you liked the heart.There's different colors too." I have a friend at Lillehammer (where Winter-OL was some years ago - I met her in Rome). She gave me a ceramic bowl with many colours. It says in it: "Love comes in many colours" - almost what you wrote about the heart. (I think English says "colours" and American "colors").
You baked a cake and also ate grilled cheese and tomato soup. Very nice. I like it when you give tasty nourish to yourself.
I have watched the Amish from the USA on TV. It's like watching a play from the 18. century.
I'm glad you're at 7cups and hope you have good meetings with people here. And beside that I also hope Jesus Christ soon will fill your heart with joy and peace. John 1.2 says: "Yet to all who received him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God. " Maybe it would be good for you to read a Psalm from the Bible each night.
You have a cat. Maybe you have seen the musical "Cats" by Andrew Lloyd Webber. "Memory" and "Jellicle Songs" are 2 of the nice songs.
I hope your meeting with the therapist went OK yesterday.
All for now - Helga.
@Helgafy Love does come in many colors - ❤️ 💙 💜 💛 shapes and sizes too. It sounds like a very nice bowl. You've been to Rome?! Amazing! I've never been out of the US :)
@mytwistedsoul
Hah friend. Now I'm so glad. I got the code 065 and could not send. Then I tried to delete the heart I had copied from your writing, and it went through!
@Helgafy I was getting codes too and a few times couldn't get on site because of a bad gateway code *smh*
@Helgafy
@mytwistedsoul
even though I am not in any place near to being comfortable in exchanging conversations, I am thankful that you both have chosen to continue your communications here where I can in some strange, faint way feel a small part of . Thank you.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami Hey :) I was hoping you didn't mind. I remember you had said before that we were welcome to talk here but I did worry that maybe we were taking over your thread - in a way I guess we did lol
@mytwistedsoul
of course I don’t mind. Your conversation with @Helgafy has spun an unexpected twist in this thread. Permanently affixing some positivity and hope in a very dark place.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami I'm glad it brought an unexpected twist :) We're shining light for you Iam ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
Good morning to you bluebirds! I call you both bluebirds. You're both climbing in my hair, at the right side of my head, comforting me. I hope you don't mind. Please tell me if you do.
Thank you so much "Iam" for giving both "twist" and me great honour through your message from "sun". It was very nice of you to do so.
I have a question for you both - do you want D. Trumph to be the next president of the US?
From Helga.
@Helgafy Good evening :) I don't mind at all if it brings you comfort. Did you have a rough day? I hope tomorrow is a good day for you
@mytwistedsoul
Friend.
About D. Trump. We mostly don't like him in Europe. I hope I'll not watch him at the news. He is a narcissist. I met a girl from the US in Switzerland when I was in my 20.th. She is a teacher in Alaska. She didn't want to have more contact with me because i said "He (Trump) is lieing like the Devil."
@mytwistedsoul
I just want to write a little bit more of what you mean to me, you 2 small, blue birds.
@mytwistedsoul
So friends. Here comes the 3. message for today. I'll draw your attention to Joyce Meyer ministries. At my TV I have a channel called GodTV, sent from England I think. There her Christian shows are sent. For about 20 years I have followed her, also reading her books and listening to tapes I bought. They also have a mission called "Hand of hope" - reaching out to people with all kinds of needs. As the both of you she has experienced abuse in her childhood - but now she's doing fine. Maybe it is good for you to listen to her, she's funny also.
@Helgafy I enjoy reading the things you write and I think your imagination is wonderful :) Every time I see the bluebirds here I think of you. Going fast from place to place does sound like me sometimes lol
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
Just wanted to pop in and say Hi to you. I was thinking I hadn't seen you around here lately and wanted to let you know I am thinking about you. I hope this little message gives you the lift its meant to give.
Best always
ABB💟
@Iamwhoiamwhoami Hey :) You pop into my thoughts every time I visit here. I light a candle and send you good vibes and thoughts
@mytwistedsoul
What a nice video! And his nails tapping well in the rhythm of the song. And marching - just like the 2 of you - ha.ha!
@mytwistedsoul
How gentle and nice you are with Iam twist.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
@Mytwistedsoul
Hi bluebirds on a Sunday.
@Helgafy Good afternoon :) The senorita shoe makes much more sense after listening to the song! You really can hear birds in there every now and again :) It's a catchy little song
@mytwistedsoul
@Helgafy You heard an owl! That's so cool! I love to hear the owls