Bio
I am here because of a lifetime of struggles with a long list of issues. Severe depression, social anxiety, self isolation, childhood trauma, just to name a few. The latest is my health failing along with my brain shutting off and on more and more often, I have not been kind to my body over my lifetime, a lot of broken bones, smashed bones, deep cuts shallow cuts , too many knocks to my head to count(the last major ones left a fairly large dent. Which is a contributing factor in my brain going dark) I have sacrificed my body to stupidity as a youth and to my work . My only hope is that I can get to a point of complete acceptance of myself before my brain completely shuts off and I can’t refocus. I am trying to accomplish that here among this great community of people. The way that I know to do this is by posting as my thoughts guide me and if I get responses great if not that is fine too. Writing this stuff down and then using that stuff to help me refocus on who what why when and where of things.
I try to respond to those who reach out with at least a thank you. I do appreciate everyone here and am grateful and thankful for the responses I get, knowing others are reading what I wrote and take a little time to reach out is helpful and makes me feel like I am not alone in this. Thank you everyone for letting me be a part of this wonderful community.
I have been really struggling to respond to those who reach out, for that I apologize. I am thankful and grateful to all.