My daily ramblings
I am finally going to follow the lead and try and avoid posting in multiple different places. I am going to try and do most of my rambling in this thread.
My cognitive issues are making it harder and harder for me to focus on multiple things. That combined with my laundry list of other issues, makes functioning at all near impossible.
Having to go through medication experimentation again is going to make it even harder.
Whenever I have to refocus because I literally can’t remember blocks of time or where I am and why I’m here kinds of things , I’m usually able to come here and figure out through my posts and profile etc.
That has proven to not work very well at times. I wondered if I centralized my thoughts here that maybe that might work better.
That also keeps me from being a distraction from those who are more deserving than I.
@Mytwistedsoul
Good morning to you beloved young man.
@Helgafy Good morning :) I'm glad you liked the heart ❤️ There's different colors too. I hope you're having a good day.
Yesterday it was dreary here in the morning. There wasn't much to do. It's still to chilly out to start planting anything. I did move some hay down to the horse barn. Today was a therapy day and since that's in town a trip to the grocery store was done. I baked a carrot cake afterwards lol
@mytwistedsoul
Friend - still being there!
You wrote: " I'm glad you liked the heart.There's different colors too." I have a friend at Lillehammer (where Winter-OL was some years ago - I met her in Rome). She gave me a ceramic bowl with many colours. It says in it: "Love comes in many colours" - almost what you wrote about the heart. (I think English says "colours" and American "colors").
You baked a cake and also ate grilled cheese and tomato soup. Very nice. I like it when you give tasty nourish to yourself.
I have watched the Amish from the USA on TV. It's like watching a play from the 18. century.
I'm glad you're at 7cups and hope you have good meetings with people here. And beside that I also hope Jesus Christ soon will fill your heart with joy and peace. John 1.2 says: "Yet to all who received him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God. " Maybe it would be good for you to read a Psalm from the Bible each night.
You have a cat. Maybe you have seen the musical "Cats" by Andrew Lloyd Webber. "Memory" and "Jellicle Songs" are 2 of the nice songs.
I hope your meeting with the therapist went OK yesterday.
All for now - Helga.
@Helgafy Love does come in many colors - ❤️ 💙 💜 💛 shapes and sizes too. It sounds like a very nice bowl. You've been to Rome?! Amazing! I've never been out of the US :)
@mytwistedsoul
Hah friend. Now I'm so glad. I got the code 065 and could not send. Then I tried to delete the heart I had copied from your writing, and it went through!
@Helgafy
@mytwistedsoul
even though I am not in any place near to being comfortable in exchanging conversations, I am thankful that you both have chosen to continue your communications here where I can in some strange, faint way feel a small part of . Thank you.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami Hey :) I was hoping you didn't mind. I remember you had said before that we were welcome to talk here but I did worry that maybe we were taking over your thread - in a way I guess we did lol
@mytwistedsoul
of course I don’t mind. Your conversation with @Helgafy has spun an unexpected twist in this thread. Permanently affixing some positivity and hope in a very dark place.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami I'm glad it brought an unexpected twist :) We're shining light for you Iam ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
Good morning to you bluebirds! I call you both bluebirds. You're both climbing in my hair, at the right side of my head, comforting me. I hope you don't mind. Please tell me if you do.
Thank you so much "Iam" for giving both "twist" and me great honour through your message from "sun". It was very nice of you to do so.
I have a question for you both - do you want D. Trumph to be the next president of the US?
From Helga.
@Helgafy Good evening :) I don't mind at all if it brings you comfort. Did you have a rough day? I hope tomorrow is a good day for you
@mytwistedsoul
Friend.
About D. Trump. We mostly don't like him in Europe. I hope I'll not watch him at the news. He is a narcissist. I met a girl from the US in Switzerland when I was in my 20.th. She is a teacher in Alaska. She didn't want to have more contact with me because i said "He (Trump) is lieing like the Devil."
@mytwistedsoul
I just want to write a little bit more of what you mean to me, you 2 small, blue birds.
@mytwistedsoul
So friends. Here comes the 3. message for today. I'll draw your attention to Joyce Meyer ministries. At my TV I have a channel called GodTV, sent from England I think. There her Christian shows are sent. For about 20 years I have followed her, also reading her books and listening to tapes I bought. They also have a mission called "Hand of hope" - reaching out to people with all kinds of needs. As the both of you she has experienced abuse in her childhood - but now she's doing fine. Maybe it is good for you to listen to her, she's funny also.
@Helgafy I enjoy reading the things you write and I think your imagination is wonderful :) Every time I see the bluebirds here I think of you. Going fast from place to place does sound like me sometimes lol
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
Hi Iam.
You made me feel happy!
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
Just wanted to pop in and say Hi to you. I was thinking I hadn't seen you around here lately and wanted to let you know I am thinking about you. I hope this little message gives you the lift its meant to give.
Best always
ABB💟
❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami Hey :) You pop into my thoughts every time I visit here. I light a candle and send you good vibes and thoughts
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
@Mytwistedsoul
Hi bluebirds on a Sunday.
@Helgafy Good afternoon :) The senorita shoe makes much more sense after listening to the song! You really can hear birds in there every now and again :) It's a catchy little song
@mytwistedsoul
@Helgafy You heard an owl! That's so cool! I love to hear the owls
@mytwistedsoul
Hello twist and Iam.
@mytwistedsoul
Hi twist. I will write to you today also.
@Helgafy I'm sorry you've been low with energy. Is there nothing that can help? Your faith brings you comfort. My grandmother would have said that even though it's doctors that treat the illnesses, God works through them. I struggle with the concept because I have many questions and the answers seem vague.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
Hello from Newfoundland & Labrador Canada 🇨🇦 the home of iceberg alley! The season has started ! Yay ! 🦅🐻❄️🦭🥶❄️🧊
I am thrilled to see the activity here on this thread … just beautiful support all the way around.
Just wanted to say hello 👋 it’s my first day as Forum Supporter … these messages here made me smile right large …. 😊
Cheri
@SunShineAlwaysGrateful
The thanks for that deserve to be sent to @Helgafy and @mytwistedsoul. They are the ones continuing to bring their sunshine, their positivity and support to this very dark spec in the universe. They continue to build a friendship in a place built upon negative things. Proving that there is true humanity still in existence in this world. I have nothing to do with their beautiful interactions here.
They deserve the recognition for your kindness and support of their efforts. Thank you.
@Helgafy @Iamwhoiamwhoami You've both been in my thoughts ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
Always wonderful twist. Thank you.
@mytwistedsoul
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
Friends Iam and twist.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
@Mytwistedsoul
Hi!
Yesterday I was thinking of one line of a song. The line is "Turn around". You can hear it 2 times in the song "Total Eclipse of the Heart" by Bonnie Tyler. (The rest of the poetry in the song has nothing to do with me - ha.ha. It is a bit scary with the eyes and the students are too young for her..). What I want for the lives of the 3 of us is that our lives turn around to be very good and fulfilling.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
@Mytwistedsoul
To my brothers at 7Cups.
Today I give you the old song "Chain Reaction" by Diana Ross. Let us all get into the chain reaction so our lives become better and better and we fly higher and higher. Ross was married to the Norwegian mountainclimber Arne Ness and she has a son together with him.
@Helgafy Hey :) I'm sorry that you were so down with depression. It's horrible feeling that low that you can't see any light any where. It's heavy. Are you able to sleep when you feel that down?
@mytwistedsoul
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
@Mytwistedsoul
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
Hi.
@Helgafy I'd like to thank you too. For writing and for your friendship. They both give me something to look forward to :) and help me feel less lonely
@mytwistedsoul
@Iamwhoiamwhoami