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mytwistedsoul
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Caught in a war of remembering and forgetting. Smothered in self hatred and sprinkled liberally with self doubt. Anxiety and depression make a nice side dish for the main course. And classic post and panic for dessert. Don't forget the cherry on top




































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Happy Birthday to @MindfulJourney22 🎈🥳
Positivity & Gratitude / by mytwistedsoul
Last post
 August 9th
...See more Hey everyone! I hope you'll all join me in wishing @MindfulJourney22 a very Happy Birthday!  Hey Journey 😊 I wanted to try and make this day a little special for you. I hope you have a wonderful day filled with laughter and fun! Have some cake and eat some ice cream! Treat yourself to something amazing because you definitely deserve it! 🥳🎈🥳🎉
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Petition to bring back the old forum set up
Site Updates / by mytwistedsoul
Last post
 November 14th
...See more Hello 7Cups community! This is a petition to try and get the old forum set up brought back. I understand that change can be good and it can lead us to bigger and better things. This latest forum update has caused some unhappy people. It's harder to follow threads and reply to them. On games where there is no reply button using the comment button will often take you back in years and your post gets lost in time travel. It's very confusing! I say there must be a better way! A way that can give the forums the updates they need but keep the features that the people who use forums the most enjoy. Maybe by voicing this we can convince those in charge to find a solution that we can all be happy with! The worst that can happen is they say no but it's worth a try! So feel free to add a yes on this post. With some luck they'll take us seriously and with alittle more luck this won't get me in trouble! I'm sorry if I tagged you and you'd rather not get involved. Feel free to tag your friends! Tagging- @Sunisshiningandsoareyou @emotionalTalker2260 @Angelx28 @jennysunrise8 @sunshinegiraffe123 @placidAvocado2692 @AffyAvo
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Raw thoughts *TW* *No replies*
Trauma Support / by mytwistedsoul
Last post
 September 21st
...See more So - uh - TW because it's better to be safe than sorry. No replies because - well - I appreciate the support people give - I really do - but it makes it harder for me to write freely and honestly and I end up unsure what to do lol I've been giving the idea of a new thread here alot of thought. I tried to get the old ones back but haven't had much luck and now I guess I've come to see that a fresh start might be a better way to go - because I've made some changes and grown alittle and I keep reminding myself what I've said to other's - there's strength in being vulnerable So I guess we'll see how this goes *swallows hard* fingers crossed
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Support check-in for November
Trauma Support / by mytwistedsoul
Last post
 May 17th
...See more Hello to all! I didn't ask for permission to do this, so if I've overstepped, I apologize and ask for forgiveness. It's been quite a while since there has been any check-in. So I thought perhaps an unofficial check-in might be nice. So please, come as you are, pull up a chair and let us know how things are in your world. I will reply as quickly as I can.
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Odds and Ends *TW*
Journals & Diaries / by mytwistedsoul
Last post
 December 12th
...See more Tbh - I'm not sure why I'm doing this. I guess because I miss posting memes and sharing songs. Allthough with the way they have things set up it can be harder to post memes and gifs. A few weeks ago I deleted my posts because I was reminded of how much I suck as a person. So it's doubtful I'll be sharing any feelings or thoughts here. That way I'm not asking for any support or anything ya know? Because - well - god forbid I do. I do like to share ratty pictures - especially around the holidays - so I need a space for that - not that it really matters to anyone except me I guess lol. I do like to make people laugh and Idk about anyone else - but I need a laugh every now and again Thought about tagging people from the old threads but decided not to because I don't want it to come across like there are expectations. If they find this cool - if not - that's ok too. But everyone is welcome So the TW is because sometimes the memes might have a swear word or two and I know how I am lol If nothing else - hopefully you got a laugh or maybe found a smile. And some of the memes that might seem harsh - well - you know what they say about if the shoe fits - but don't make any assumptions - if you do - those are on you not me So here we go ;)
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Trauma Support Community Checkin Monday-Tuesday, November 16-17 2020
Trauma Support / by mytwistedsoul
Last post
 November 23rd, 2020
...See more Hey you wonderful people! We're all set up here for another great campfire. I hope the start of this new week finds you all doing ok. It's ok to not be ok too! This is a place to come as you are :) So come - grab a seat and tell me what is on your beautiful minds! *J* @adaptableLake3534 @AstronomySkies @AveryLove @BeenAKiwi @BillyJoeBobb @blueScarf9326 @BrokenDreamsPalace @CaptainTrev @CaringBrit @CoolBeans29 @crimsonLime6525 @crxxtvfl0w @depressedsatellite1452 @DinaElwy @emylly @Feathersfall @FigureskatingEquestrian @Fireskye13 @Fleggles @Gagaintheroom @gentleLand5245 @goldenSpruce1512 @Grandmaof10 @gregariousBeing5071 @hillsideblues @honestpanda81 @HonestWarrior6624 @HopeNChayil @HumanPersonThingy @Hydrangea03 @InfinityandBeyond23 @Itisbailey @jr50 @jupitermatilde @Kekesea11 @Kickiree @Kimmkimm @Lilly28 @lovehummingbirdsCindy @LovelyOrangeJuice @lowkeyem1001 @Lubo123 @maya6548 @Mellietronx @mkaitx @mytwistedsoul @navyMango2804 @neatBlueberry3608 @NevaehRose @Nolanhm @nonethewiser @NoneTheWiser @notmyselftoday @npos25 @oceancruiser48 @OffDutySeraph @ottersngiggles @pencilmarks @PinkestOctopus @rainbow3140 @Randomperson453 @ReallyRuth @Rebekahwriter13 @Redhawk6547 @redmark @Rosa9570 @SarahAlaina15 @scarletPear1945 @sensitiveShade5337 @Silverviolets @sleepingd0gg0 @SoulSupporter102 @spectacularSunrise7824 @stickercollection @Summer899 @SynSavory @Taylorz27 @tealOak8933 @The0Vetoed0System @ThreadbareThinker @TransparentPuzzle @Turtlegrrrl8 @u1146 @Understandingempath @UndomesticGoddess @WarriorHeartsSystem @weepingwillow5489 @WelcomeToChat @Worrior22Warrior @Writersworld
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Trauma Support Community Check-in for Thursday October 29 2020
Trauma Support / by mytwistedsoul
Last post
 October 31st, 2020
...See more Hey you wonderful people :) How are you all doing? This is an official - unofficial check in. My first actually :) official or unofficial - So I’m a little nervous. Where I live the weather has started to turn colder - so what better way to warm up than a campfire? They’re usually a nice way to relax and unwind. A place where friends can gather and enjoy each other’s company and talk about whatever comes up. Hopefully since you’ve all seen me around here and there - you’ll all feel comfortable enough to stop in. Pull up a chair or a log and feel free to share whatever is on your beautiful minds. If you’d rather not talk - that’s ok too. We can sit quietly and just enjoy the quiet together. Please remember - you’re not alone. There are many people that you can reach out to - no one has to go through it alone. Be gentle with yourselves and your thoughts. *J* @adaptableLake3534 @AstronomySkies @AveryLove @BeenAKiwi @BillyJoeBobb @blueScarf9326 @BrokenDreamsPalace @CaptainTrev @CaringBrit @CoolBeans29 @crimsonLime6525 @crxxtvfl0w @depressedsatellite1452 @emylly @Feathersfall @FigureskatingEquestrian @Fireskye13 @Fleggles @Gagaintheroom @gentleLand5245 @goldenSpruce1512 @Grandmaof10 @gregariousBeing5071 @hillsideblues @HonestWarrior6624 @HopeNChayil @HumanPersonThingy @Hydrangea03 @InfinityandBeyond23 @Itisbailey @jr50 @jupitermatilde @Kekesea11 @Kickiree @Lilly28 @lovehummingbirdsCindy @lowkeyem1001 @Lubo123 @Mellietronx @mkaitx @mytwistedsoul @navyMango2804 @neatBlueberry3608 @NevaehRose @Nolanhm @NoneTheWiser @nonethewiser @notmyselftoday @npos25 @oceancruiser48 @OffDutySeraph @ottersngiggles @pencilmarks @PinkestOctopus @rainbow3140 @Randomperson453 @ReallyRuth @Rebekahwriter13 @Redhawk6547 @redmark @Rosa9570 @SarahAlaina15 @sensitiveShade5337 @Silverviolets @sleepingd0gg0 @SoulSupporter102 @spectacularSunrise7824 @stickercollection @Summer899 @SynSavory @Taylorz27 @tealOak8933 @The0Vetoed0System @ThreadbareThinker @TransparentPuzzle @Turtlegrrrl8 @u1146 @Understandingempath @UndomesticGoddess @weepingwillow5489 @WelcomeToChat @Worrior22Warrior @Writersworld
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Let's be honest *no replies please* *TW*
Trauma Support / by mytwistedsoul
Last post
 Monday
...See more I created this space for me to be able to write - whatever is on my mind that I may not want replies too. It isn't that I don't appreciate the replies - it's that alot of times I am really uncomfortable with the support. Sometimes it's the well meaning words get twisted around in my head - sometimes it the well meaning suggestions that are turned around and taking the wrong way. Sometimes - it's fear - rejection - judgement - fear of offending someone with what I say. Even now - the creation of this is - causing some anxiety - and I feel the edge of a panic attack - so let's take a pause and a few deep breaths I often don't feel as though I deserve support. I waste peoples time and feel like an inconvenience. With that in mind - I've been slowly going quiet The TW is because - well - lets be honest - if I'm going to put some of whats in my head and and I don't want replies - you dear gentle reader should be warned at least. Because there are times my head is a scary place - I'll say I'm sorry in advance because sometimes I do swear - I try not to and I try to remember replace some letters - but well sometimes I dont care and sometimes I forget. Idk - I suppose I should say sorry for my sense of humor in advance too - because sometimes it's alittle dark or alittle inappropriate So - let's post and panic over this now shall we?
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