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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP April 2nd

i've just accepted it. kind of. i stil get mad at life, i haven't made peace with it, but i accepted the fact that that's how it is. 

justmeeva OP April 2nd

tw?
it almost feels like my life is already over.

justmeeva OP April 2nd

i consider myself done.

justmeeva OP April 2nd

i'm just one big tw lol.

justmeeva OP April 2nd

feeling bad about smiling or laughing sometimes because 'if i'm generally doing *** i'm supposed to be doing *** all the time, otherwise i can't say i'm doing ***' :')

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unassumingEyes April 3rd

@justmeeva yea, feels like that

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justmeeva OP April 2nd

dude that the ***.

justmeeva OP April 2nd

also my mom didn't even give me my phone back that she wasn't even supposed to *** take in the first place.

justmeeva OP April 2nd

and also i..

justmeeva OP April 2nd

yeah.

justmeeva OP April 2nd

the urge is just becoming stronger every day istg.