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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP March 31st

my time management skills xD

justmeeva OP March 31st

anyways back to work. 

justmeeva OP March 31st

got a little distracted for 20 minutes, oops

justmeeva OP March 31st

and after that, i took 15 minutes to find lyricsless music or white noise that wouldn’t make me fall asleep and didn’t even find ‘the one’

justmeeva OP March 31st

bro my eyes are literally gonna shut in like 2 minutes 

justmeeva OP March 31st

“*** it it’s fine”~

justmeeva OP March 31st

(I’m not gonna work it out lmao)

justmeeva OP March 31st

see you tomorrow ✌️❤️

justmeeva OP April 1st

tw.

there has only been two things in my mind so far. the urge to speak up and ask for help, and.. death

justmeeva OP April 1st

and the idea to make a vent diary. like a physical one, not online. hmm..