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justmeeva
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currently on a vacation at the rock bottom. date of return is not confirmed.
PathStep 28 Compassion hearts9,056 Forum posts4,641 Forum upvotes6,298 Current upvotes6,298 Age GroupTeen Last activeSeptember, 2024 Member sinceNovember 21, 2023
Bio

my life was one big “well that didn’t go as planned”. 


i hope my account can stay, and just exist forever. so all my threads will stay. especially the penpal ones. i got a lot of memories there.

you’re all really important to me. i’m sorry things turned out the way they did. i didn’t mean for it to happen.


nick, i made the snow ufo you asked me to make. it was a lot of fun. i hope you're doing alright.

adam, the cactus one, thank you for making me smile and laugh, and giving me happy memories to think about. miss you.

taylor, who i haven’t seen in so long, i hope your book is doing good and that it’ll get really popular one day. <3

ni, thank you for your kindness and understanding and empathy and those sweet reactions to whenever i showed you a picture of my pets. <3

chah, thank you for being the highlight of my day for so many days. and thank you for your art, i’ll keep it with me forever and look at it and admire it and smile. <3

adrien, thank you for accepting me, making me feel like i belonged, helping me and just making me happy by being yourself. <3

eyes, thank you for your love and kindness and poetry skills and for not giving up on me. <3

noah, thank you for talking to me and trusting me and saying some sweet things to me that i still think about sometimes. 

nadia, thank you for being so so kind despite the world not being kind to you in return. it will change though. the world, i mean. you, please don’t <3

soul, thank you for being kind and patient with me. you’re really good at helping people. thank you. <3

nahoa, i’m proud of you for speaking up and asking for help. not everyone has the strength to do it. everyone, please protect this amazing person at all costs! 

bunny, thank you for your talent of finding the most perfect gifs. and for being your wonderful self <3 and just for your existence.

regan, thank you for making me happy with the “evaaaaa”s whenever i joined the group chats, and listening to me and talking to me <3 

rome, i hope more bad people will leave your life and more good people will join. you’re so worth it <3

bri, i'm sorry for not being the best friend you deserve. you're worth the world <3


take care of each other, please. 


(tw.) some yt videos that explain me better than i can explain myself. (tw.)

Steven Willis - Instead of a Suicide Note, I Wrote This: https://youtu.be/T7XQp6nBIgc?si=yvBE7Zgf5j-iM2F7

Blythe Baird - When the Fat Girl Gets Skinny: https://youtu.be/16Tb_bZZDv0?si=3q4inX-7XTQ3Igu1

Blythe Baird - Relapse: https://youtu.be/58k-xfyZFfY?si=-DjqD6x-0ogIZHv1

Akeemjamal Rollins - Suicide Note: https://youtu.be/9Ike_pjzzW0?si=u7iaBVIkgkkP8ZUX

Patrick Roche - Every 40 Seconds: https://youtu.be/jXyDtwtNS7s?si=5YGOK78haFilAE2a

Sabrina Benaim - Explaining my depression to my mother: https://youtu.be/ek0sABh_9os?si=T8Zqa1KPeNlnRPN2




Recent forum posts
♡ eva's art sharing space ♡
General Support / by justmeeva
Last post
 August 5th
...See more hello hi hello 👋🩷 *hands popcorn to eat while reading this/lurking here* 🍿 so. sometimes it happens, that i use ai to generate some images. and sometimes it happens, that they come out cool and sharing-worthy. that's why i made this space. i do some art myself sometimes, but i think this will be more for the ai images. i use bing copilot the most (this post is not sponsored, i wish tho /j/j), just for your information i guess. 🩷 any of the images i post here are free to use - if you find something you'd like to use as a pfp or anything of such - you have my complete permission. (and copilot's too, i asked :D ✨) replies are completely okay, lurking too, just be respectful and kind as you are, you know the drill. 💕 i hope you have fun, and a day somewhere between okay and amazing 💗💕 *buys a popcorn machine*  come back up here for free infinity refills! ♾️🍿
to the guys.
General Support / by justmeeva
Last post
 April 16th
...See more have you ever been told to keep it in, bottle it up, push it down, ignore it and pretend you’re okay? well.. that’s not right. did you know you’re allowed to cry? you’re allowed to feel down? you’re allowed to feel emotions? allowed to be vulnerable? allowed to ask for help? it might not be something you believe at first, but just because you’re a guy, doesn’t mean you’re not human. who has the right to tell you those things? some people are just stupid. some people are just blind. some just don’t understand. but.. it’s not your fault, you know. you deserve happiness. you deserve love. you deserve comfort. you deserve safety. you deserve someone who cares about you. and this is coming from someone who’s not an optimist. i’m very aware of the real world. way too aware if you ask me. it’s a messed up world we live in. but just because you’ve been mistreated, doesn’t mean you deserve it. allow yourself to cry. allow yourself to feel down. allow yourself to feel emotions. allow yourself to be vulnerable. allow yourself to ask for help. because you’re only human after all. you don’t have to be alone. and by the way.. i’m proud of you for being here. it’s harder than many think, but you’ve come so far. i’m proud of you. really am.
💕 Eva and Bri’s secret place 💕
Pen Pals / by justmeeva
Last post
 July 9th
...See more heyy!🩷 wait.. you don’t look like @briiiiiiiiiiiiiii to me 🤔.. *gives you a cookie that makes you forget about this place so it can remain a ~secret~* -> *you are now confused* -> *sends you down a fun water(<-optional)slide* -> *waves* hehe ✨ oki doki, now all i’m left with is the one and only briiii 🧁🩷 this place will be a secret talking space for just me and you, where we can do and talk about ✨anything✨ ✨anytime✨ (vents, thoughts, feelings, life, hangout, literally anything 🫶) please don’t read or post here unless you’re @justmeeva or @briiiiiiiiiiiiiii, thank you ❤️
❤️ Love Overload Detected ❤️
General Support / by justmeeva
Last post
 January 30th
...See more hi all✨! i hope you’re doing okay! i wanted to share a little something with you. there was something happening in the teen support room today and it made my… probably life. basically, we had some awesome people there, and a love overload took place. so many messages got so many hearts, it felt like a field of love all around. it was so wholesome to look at, it made me happiest i’ve been in a while. i can’t keep it like that without thanking everyone. y’all have become my second family, no words can express how much i love everyone on here ❤️. you’ve helped me out so much, i’ve had so much fun, made so many memories, i have helped and been helped so so much. i’m so happy you’re here, i’m proud of you for trying, i’m happy you exist.  the most hearts one message got was 6 hearts 😮🏆 y’all really are the reason for my happiness, the reason for my strength, the reason for my kindness, the reason for my trying. thank you thank you thank you 🩷.  tagging the victims/causers/both of the event: (hope it’s okay) @LoveMyMoonflowers @DarkerPlaces @Regan18 @TheRoachAkaNin @CommunityModIris @versatileCircle4710 @kateaala10 @Kenny0102
Eva’s Crazy Mind
Journals & Diaries / by justmeeva
Last post
 August 27th
...See more i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.  i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault. best wishes to you. ❤️
You’ve made it!
General Support / by justmeeva
Last post
 January 7th
...See more I know I’m late but it’s now 2024! You’ve come so far and you’ll go further! I’m proud of you for being here and I thank you. Things aren’t always easy but you’re so strong and I believe in you! Remember, you’re not alone, ever. Sometimes you need someone to show you the way and that’s okay! That’s why we’re here, that’s why you’re here. You’ll get through this and it will be all worth it in the end. Just take it one step at a time. Think about yourself first, not others. Caring about yourself first doesn’t mean you’re selfish! It means that you have self respect and that is a good thing and that’s strength! I know it isn’t always easy to ask for help, but it’s worth a try! “A problem shared is a problem halved”. You’ve got this! Love 💕 -Eva @AdrienLovesYou23 @briiiiiiiiiiiiiii
To All The Listeners - Thank You
General Support / by justmeeva
Last post
 January 4th
...See more Hi! It's my first time posting, but I had to bring this up.  Who you are as a listener: - someone who listens - someone who offers support - someone who helps - someone who gives advice - someone who fills their role in this community Who you also are as a listener: - someone with a life - someone with a past - someone with experiences - someone with problems - someone who's trying - a person Thank you for helping Thank you for trying Thank you for doing your best Thank you for being you Thank you for making others feel better Thank you for keeping going Thank you for not giving up Thank you for understanding Thank you for your time Thank you for being there for people Thank you for giving hope Thank you for caring Thank you for making the world a better place I want everyone to know that no matter who you are, you deserve love, help and support anytime. Life can be tough but do not forget that there are people who *truly* care for you all around you. It is okay to take time. It is okay not to be okay sometimes. It is okay to have different emotions. Don't let anyone bring you down. Keep going. Keep trying. Ask for help if you need it. Know your worth. Listen to the advice you're giving others. Listen to how you say they're worthy. Listen to how you give them hope. Listen to how you assure them that the good words are more than just words, how they have to believe the words have meanings. It all is true about you too. Use that advice. Know you're worthy. Don't lose hope. Believe that if someone says something good about you, they *actually* mean it. ❤️I love you and I thank you forever and beyond.❤️ who knows, maybe there should be an official unofficial 'Listener Appreciation Day' 🤔
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