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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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unassumingEyes August 27th

I said i wldnt be invading again but im in my rebellious teen phase/j 🤪 thinking of you, sending love eva 💛

mytwistedsoul October 4th

@justmeeva You've been in my thoughts lately. I'm hoping that you're ok. You're missed and loved here 💙  Sending love and good vibes across the universe to where ever you are 💙

unassumingEyes October 5th

@justmeeva hey, eva. I shldnt hv stayed away from here for so long. Believe me, theres alot i wanted to say here, just to try and will you back

But that also meant accepting the fact that you were gone in the first place...

You're so wise, eva, younger than me but so so wise and i know if you got the chance you'd do wonders. If i could give you that chance, god knows I would

Wherever you are, you are loved. 

Today was teachers day in our school

Thank you for teaching me so much. Including love. Including kindness. Including care.

Even including how sometimes these dont feel worth it..

Be safe, please. And forgive me if i dont drop another message. It feels eerily like acceptance

LoveMyMoonflowers November 2nd

thinking about you a lot tonight. and every day. Your missed. more than you could have imagined. i miss you, i love you, and im always left wondering what would have happened if i’d responded to you in time. 

… 

😭

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iloveyouxx November 3rd

oh. *** I was really hoping you came back :') @justmeeva 🩷

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unassumingEyes November 3rd

@iloveyouxx me too 😞

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iloveyouxx November 3rd

@unassumingEyes

): she will come back tho❤️

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LoveMyMoonflowers November 3rd

@iloveyouxx 

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iloveyouxx November 3rd

@LoveMyMoonflowers

no sorry. I'm happy you're here it's me I was just like really hopeful I didn't mean it like that sorry ni🤍

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LoveMyMoonflowers November 3rd

@iloveyouxx no, its okay, don’t be sorry friend *hugs if okay* 

I hope shes ok… 

💜

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iloveyouxx November 3rd

@justmeeva

❤️

we’re all thinking about you eva❤️I’m still waiting for you to come back even stronger