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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP August 13th

staring at my ceiling, searching. 

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VictoriaLove7 August 13th

@justmeeva

*do you find what you're looking for, Eva? ☺*

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justmeeva OP August 13th

@VictoriaLove7 

nope :’)

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VictoriaLove7 August 13th

@justmeeva

Eva, I got a random question if okie ☺ I saw a thread write by a teen with a kuromi pfp a while ago but cannot remember the name, I wonder if you know, if okie to ask ☺

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justmeeva OP August 13th

@VictoriaLove7 

idk if that’s the one you mean, it’s not a teen though but you commented under it so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i’ll just add the link, tell me if it’s the one or not ❤️ 

https://www.7cups.com/forum/depression/General_2427/Needsomehelpadvice_332939/

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VictoriaLove7 August 13th

@justmeeva

yes yes, it is that one (。╹▿╹。) Thank you, Eva! o(^▽^)o

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justmeeva OP August 13th

@VictoriaLove7 

yayy you’re welcome :D <3

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justmeeva OP August 14th

i think it’s working.

justmeeva OP August 14th

well something in my vent apparently sounded like i was in crisis and i don’t have the energy to try and figure out so. there it goes. 

justmeeva OP August 14th

moral of the story i hate myself, disappointed people yet again including myself and just

i don’t know. 

justmeeva OP August 14th

i just kinda gave up. 

justmeeva OP August 14th

i’m just.

sad. 

justmeeva OP August 14th

she’s mad again.

justmeeva OP August 14th

said she’ll take my devices away tomorrow, until the end of the day. 

justmeeva OP August 14th

which means i’ll have no distractions for the entire day. and my headspace lately isn’t exactly pleasant. or safe. so i don’t really know what to expect. though i can guess. 

justmeeva OP August 14th

*sigh*..