Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
I said i wldnt be invading again but im in my rebellious teen phase/j 🤪 thinking of you, sending love eva 💛
@justmeeva You've been in my thoughts lately. I'm hoping that you're ok. You're missed and loved here 💙 Sending love and good vibes across the universe to where ever you are 💙
@justmeeva hey, eva. I shldnt hv stayed away from here for so long. Believe me, theres alot i wanted to say here, just to try and will you back
But that also meant accepting the fact that you were gone in the first place...
You're so wise, eva, younger than me but so so wise and i know if you got the chance you'd do wonders. If i could give you that chance, god knows I would
Wherever you are, you are loved.
Today was teachers day in our school
Thank you for teaching me so much. Including love. Including kindness. Including care.
Even including how sometimes these dont feel worth it..
Be safe, please. And forgive me if i dont drop another message. It feels eerily like acceptance
thinking about you a lot tonight. and every day. Your missed. more than you could have imagined. i miss you, i love you, and im always left wondering what would have happened if i’d responded to you in time.
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oh. *** I was really hoping you came back :') @justmeeva 🩷
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no sorry. I'm happy you're here it's me I was just like really hopeful I didn't mean it like that sorry ni🤍
@justmeeva
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we’re all thinking about you eva❤️I’m still waiting for you to come back even stronger