Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
hurting again.
that.. did not help. at all. ***-..
shaking a little. that’s.. new.
@justmeeva *sits with you* is there anything I can do to help?
@mytwistedsoul
hehe i didn’t see it :’) i didn’t come here at all before now. i didn’t do anything, i managed somehow. thank you for being kind <3
tw.
you know what’s real torture? when you’re starting to get tired, so tired in fact that it’s hard to keep your eyes open, but you can’t close them because the second you do, your brain shows you the most disgusting, traumatising, terrifying images or clips possibly imaginable.
@justmeeva I'm sorry you deal with this problem too. 😞 The sad thing is lack of sleep makes it worse. But it's hard to sleep or even want to because of having these images pop into your head. Have you ever tried visualization? I do one with balloons that has helped
@mytwistedsoul
no, i haven’t tried it, i usually just distract myself until i fall asleep without even noticing hehe- but i’ll check it out and maybe try it tonight if i have to. thank you <3
@justmeeva I hope it helps 💙
like your own personal *** horror movie. but worse.
