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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP June 14th

i- i just have no words at this point. just ok. cool. great. 

justmeeva OP June 14th

death would be a welcome visitor right now lol.

justmeeva OP June 14th

i’m out. 

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@justmeeva

be safe 🩷

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justmeeva OP June 14th

so this is the start of the end. 

justmeeva OP June 14th

my birthday is in a month. exactly in a month. or, well, it was exactly in a month a few hours ago. the 14th. i’m not sure if i’ll see it tbh. 

justmeeva OP June 14th

maybe i’ll stay 14 forever. 

justmeeva OP June 15th

so she has started to ‘work on me’.

justmeeva OP June 15th

gave me a list of things i should do every day

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unassumingEyes June 15th

@justmeeva what- just. What- 

She really doesnt get it- 

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@unassumingEyes

nope. she doesn’t. :')

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justmeeva OP June 15th

“socialising and experiences” my ***.

justmeeva OP June 15th

those are one of the *** reasons i’m like this