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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP June 14th

i wrote my english teacher a letter. an appreciation letter. and i gave it today, the last day of school, of 8th grade. am i overthinking because of it? absolutely. did i ask 2 different ai’s for an opinion about it? ..yes. is it something to be nervous about? probably not. i just wanted her to know that i appreciate her. maybe she’ll remember me then. 

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unassumingEyes June 14th

@justmeeva


ur very kind eva ❤️ i have an aunt who’s a teacher…little letters like that help so much ❤️ im sure she loves it ❤️

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justmeeva OP June 14th

“see you next year” they said. so about that…

justmeeva OP June 14th

i’m gonna miss them. despite everything, i’m gonna miss them.

justmeeva OP June 14th

rain, again. fits well. it’s usually been sunny and hot. but not today.

justmeeva OP June 14th

oh no.

justmeeva OP June 14th

..

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@justmeeva

what's happened lovely…? /nfta 

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justmeeva OP June 14th

well ***.

justmeeva OP June 14th

so she’s talking about me with a doctor over the phone. 

justmeeva OP June 14th

so far i’ve heard words like “teenager”, “antidepressants”, how mom said she wouldn’t really like them, “therapist”, and uh.. not hard to make out what and who they’re talking about. 

justmeeva OP June 14th

oh for ***’s sake.