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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP June 17th

“you beautiful person” -my little brother said.- 

..

awe-..

:’)

justmeeva OP June 17th

:’)

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justmeeva OP June 17th

so yeah she’s not all bad. that’s why i have mixed feelings about her. that’s why i sometimes feel guilty for saying bad things about her. 

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@justmeeva

don't mean to make this about me friend but i'm v sorry if it does sound like that. but i get what you mean :') it’s pretty much the same with my mom too. but friend… she may have her caring side and her caring moments and she might not be all bad, but what she’s done to you that’s bad… that still isn't justified. :') *sending hugs if okay* <3 

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justmeeva OP June 18th

@LoveMyMoonflowers 

*hugs you* (and don’t worry, you didn’t do anything wrong <3)

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justmeeva OP June 18th

i’m so dizzy. so weak. so tired. 

justmeeva OP June 18th

and all i did today was stay in bed. literally. the whole entire day. 

justmeeva OP June 18th

i think my little brother loves me. maybe even needs me. that’s gonna be a bit difficult..

justmeeva OP June 19th

i might’ve missed some tags or posts, everything’s so messy and all over the place. lmk if i did. <3

justmeeva OP June 19th

me and my sister turned my brother into shrek. we made him a foil hat with those shrek ears, colored it green and his face too. depression or no, i can still have fun and laugh my heart out sometimes.

justmeeva OP June 20th

“this is not goodbye, just a… long a** see ya later.”

justmeeva OP June 20th

“i’m… sorry.”

“for what?”

“for… for being such a bad brother.”

”you’re not a bad brother”

“but i am.”

”no you’re not.

you’re just sad”

”...

i guess i am.”

“..but i’m not mad”

”but you should be.”

”but i’m not”

“..why aren’t you?”

“..because i’m sad too”