Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
i’m a terrible person.
who’s done some terrible things
@justmeeva
Nfta but ur bad deeds do not cancel ur good deeds- and u literally saved me from ruining my life by running away more than once and uve helped me breathe literally and accepted me tho I'm so weird and uve helped flowers and nadia and nothing, wherever he is, and Steph and probably so many others and maybe ur not amazing? But ur not horrible I swear and even if u were I'd still love u-
unforgivable things
hope i don’t have to wake up tomorrow but considering my luck, i’ll be breathing just the same then.
@iloveyouxx
i read the 2 replies in your space i’m not ignoring i just didn’t (don’t) want to give you a cold or short reply and i haven’t been in the right headspace the entire time apparently, i’m sorry
i appreciate you lots though /gen and i’ll try
@justmeeva
i genuinely did not get notified for this d:
you don’t have to apologize 🩷 you keep doing that but you really really don’t have to d: it’s okay🩷it already was okay without me having to say it or you having to apologize💕I get it and it’s fine🩷one of my friends is talking bad about me cos I apparently didn’t try hard enough and now we’re apparently pretending it’s all normal and it’s not? xD so I get it xD don’t push yourself- I appreciate your trying but tyt friend really🩷it’s not like I’m checking every 5 minutes if eva replied to that *one* message hehe<3 tyt. 🩷
