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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP June 29th

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justmeeva OP June 29th

i want to throw my heart away why do i have to care so *** much

justmeeva OP June 29th

you know what’s the only thing that caring brings? 

pain. 

so much *** pain. 

justmeeva OP June 29th

i don’t want to care. it’s not that i regret giving care to people i just hate the *** pain it brings

justmeeva OP June 29th

is it even worth it in the end?

justmeeva OP June 29th

*** you life *** you

justmeeva OP June 30th

i saw her in my dream again. 

*sigh*

thanks for reminding me. thanks a lot. 

justmeeva OP July 1st

my birthday is in 2 weeks. 

justmeeva OP July 1st

before, after, or on my birthday?

justmeeva OP July 2nd

was that a good idea? i don’t know. hopefully? hopefully.