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hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnโt look like me๐งmakes sense doesnโt it๐since there can only be one *me*โจone of a kind now arent I๐/sar. one out of 8118835999โจ๐ทcan you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youโre also one of a kind๐ sorrysorry haha :P๐คim just messing around xD๐also itโs 2am- but shush no snitching๐คซIโll sleep in a while๐when Iโm feeling a bit more sane :>๐๐ฉท
wanted to have my own space.๐ for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.๐
to whoever'sย coming acrossย :'3๐please dont lurk here.๐ฉท I know anyone can have access to this forumย :')๐but please be respectful๐ฉท.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P๐ yโall get crazy nosy haha- itโs alright.๐nothing too interesting will be here anyway๐if you would like to come in and be supportive itโs completely okie๐but please donโt make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit๐because Iโd still like this to be just my space ^-^๐)
๐๐๐ฉท๐๐๐๐๐ง๐ง๐ญ๐๐ฅบ๐พ๐ข๐คโค๏ธโ ๏ธ๐ฆ๐๐ชฟ๐ถ๐ฆญโจ๐๐ท๐๐๐ช๐ค๐ค๐๐๐๐๐ด๏ธ๐๐ฆฅ๐๐๐
imma categorize these in the: 7cupsme emojisโจcos I feel like emojis explain better than I do :PP
๐๐๐ฉท๐๐๐๐๐ง๐ง๐ญ๐๐ฅบ๐พ๐ข๐คโค๏ธโ ๏ธ๐ฆ๐๐ชฟ๐ถ๐ฆญโจ๐๐ท๐๐๐ช๐ค๐ค๐๐๐๐๐ด๏ธ๐๐ฆฅ๐๐๐๐ง๐๐๐ค๐๐ซ ๐ซก๐๐๐ช๐ฅณ๐๐ฌ๐ฆ*
most of them being my recent emojis :PP
๐งโ๐ค๐บ๐ฏโโ๏ธ๐๐ค๐๐๐โบ๏ธ๐๐ญ๐ฑ๐๐ค ๐๐คฅ๐ซฅ๐๐น๐๐ฉโ๐ฆฏ๐ ๐ซ๐ง โ๏ธ๐๐๐๐ซถโค๏ธ๐ฉท๐
most of em being sarcastic ;-;ย
๐งโ๐ค๐บ๐ฏโโ๏ธ๐๐ค๐๐๐โบ๏ธ๐๐ญ๐ฑ๐๐ค ๐๐ซฅ๐๐น๐๐ฉโ๐ฆฏ๐
๐ซ๐ง โ๏ธ๐๐๐๐ซถโค๏ธ๐ฉท๐๐ง๐๐ช๐ป๐๐คช๐ค๐๐คก๐๏ธ๐๐๏ธ๐๐**
@justmeeva
friend you know I actually talk to chatgpt on advice too .-. and I was literally and genuinely just asking it for like ways to get a real cold to skip school TvT except for when we get swimming- on a Wednesday cos we basically have 6 swimming lessons till the end of the year- so every wednesday for 6 weeks ;-; and I figured out how I was gonna skip each one without getting an email sent home or detention or anything like that- :P๐
ou and btw I wrote a really long reply to something you said in your space a while ago๐ฉทbut my dad took the device I had it on before I could post TvT๐คwhen I get it back Iโll post it which might be late cos my dad might not let me use my device for a while- but Iโll try๐ฉท
random but I know all the lyrics youโve put there too ;-;๐fake a smile, overwhelmed, all the things she said :P๐ค
andd I kinda related to literally everything youโve said these couple of days on anโจextremeโจlevel :PPP๐คand just understood it all smย :')๐i literally ran outta hearts for you TvT๐su thatโs why I stopped upvoting all of it- tho I keep trying lol ;-;๐
anddd TvT๐ฉทI was kinda thinking about doing that first letter thing and not even joking and then I was like no atp Iโm just copying you๐ญ
soo Iโm just like xD๐ง โก๏ธ๐ง hehe but yus youโre very relatable ngl ;-;๐and Iโll try to get my device if he leaves at some point :0๐I think itโs late there cos itโs 3:30am here TvT๐คso I hope youโre getting some well rest๐take care lovely ๐
@iloveyouxxย
awwee nadia lovelyy ๐ฉท chatgpt is an useful tool lol, i use it like- every day hehe. i hope your plan succeeds ๐๐คโจย
hehe iโm not even surprised (/lh), as little as i know, we seem to have a pretty similar taste in music, i think ๐ฉทย
awwee a part of me wants to say thank you (..?) and a part of me wants to say sorry that you understand and relate.. so iโll just give you an optional hug โจ๐ฉท
awe (thatโs 3/4 sentence starters so far-) itโs not like i invented it, ofc you can use it <3 idk why tho but i literally imagined you asking if you can use it too ๐ญ and i was gonna make a post saying something like โever leave something I posted because you feel like youโre copying someone?โ ๐ญย
you can take all the time you need with the reply hehe. i appreciate you lots ๐ ik itโs now even later where you are, so i hope *you* can get some sleep too ๐ฉท love you fren ๐
nuuu i was just gonna add โin fact i hope youโre already sleeping since iโm so late with my replyโ (/lh) eughh nadiaaa D: /lhย
@justmeeva
XDD nope Iโm sleep depriveddd :DDโจโจ๐
@justmeeva
hehe true- friend did you know my (male)(idk why I felt the need to add that ;-;)(who cares bout the gender-)cousin worked for this company that was working on chatgpt :P and heโs on google :000 yk over 8 of my family members are on google TvT theyโre- famous TvT not making it up too lol I wish I was- Iโm the only failure in my family :DโจIโm special ๐คโจT^T
stop cos one of my family members is labeled on google as โthe best ENT doctor in (my country)โ like what๐ญbtw I tried googling the best ent doctor and it doesnโt show him it only shows that when you search his full name so hehe donโt try figuring out my identity :PPP๐
i use chatgpt w everything too- especially my hw sgdysjeh shush Iโm still smart-/lh
my plan really sucks and Iโm scared but thankyou :D๐๐
ouuu really :0๐I didnโt know that hehe. what song do you listen to the most :3 honestly I mostly listen to skydxddy which is a whole music taste on its own but :P๐คI dunno I like a lotta stuffs heh what about you :0๐?
crosses out optional and squeezes yu tight๐
xD itโs cutu hehe Iโm making you go awe a lot :3๐ฅบ๐oritestihjjhssfjkddhzbw why did that make me laugh๐ญitโs almost 5am now I feel so psychotic ahsosveisha ๐ง โก๏ธ๐ง fr๐ญ
(really random but I know who nominated yu xD screen name starts with an S and the first world in their screen name is like a- star- that spins around the earth XD I donโt think they saw the cookie thu so Iโll just take it๐๐ช*noms*๐๐)
hehe not planning on sleeping anymore :P๐คbtw that reply was to you saying the hi Iโm eva and then went on to describing yourself in a vvvv โจ*untrue*โจway >:P/lh su I felt the need to correct you very sensibly and honestlyโจ๐ฉทI dunno why my vocab got so serious tho like itโs givingโ๐ค๐โ โaccording to my calculations๐ค๐ค๐ง ๐งฎ๐ฐ๐ญโย
im like crazy at 5am Iโm sorryyy TvT๐but yus no sleep for me๐love you more- loveliestevabean๐
@iloveyouxxย
:0000 what O.o ey you think you could get me that paid chatgpt version for free? ๐ /j donโt ask idk
what- over 8- the only things on google about my family members are like their fb profile pictures or something ๐ญ and erm โfailureโ iโm taking out and throwing to the trash can but โspecialโ.. weโll keep. (: ๐ฉท
ah smh nadia why do you have to know me so well i couldโve literally bought plane tickets to visit you rn ๐๐คฆ๐ผโโ๏ธ /j /j donโt question this mood plsย
*casually skips some parts (because brain canโt think of any responses other than โyeah~๐โ ๐ญ)*ย
i listen to a ~variety~ of songs but one thing they have in common is that theyโre all depressing comforting in some way ahem ahem ahem. :โ) :D i have a playlist of 100+ songs that i just listen to every night itโs like a routine atp hehe. i like a couple of skydxddyโs songs but i had forgotten about them and then you reminded me again so โจ~thank you~โจ hehe. i donโt know all of them, rather few but still โจย
weโre just gonna pretend that i didnโt search through the whole forum land to see if i by any chance missed a tag on a new nomination when i finally saw that (not so) old post and i was like ohhhh~ lmao. xDย
nuuuu nadiaa little sleep is still better than no sleep you need sleeeppppp D: D:
*thinks of a plan* what if i give you another cookie :0 ๐ itโs not good for you to stay up so lateee (/early-) *says me whoโs not much better in sleep than you xD ๐คซ* but really take at least a nap or something pleaseeee ๐ฅบ๐ฅบย
*randomly forgets all words known to evakind* *hugs* *sends* :pย
๐ฉทโค๏ธ๐ฉท
@justmeeva
yk I was just gonna tag you and be like I just finished replying to everyone and my head hurts so bad and Iโm so exhausted and Iโm traveling tomorrow early and TW I vomited tho I didnโt eat anything Tw and my mouth tastes like blood cos it was mostly blood and I feel horrible and my heart hurts bad and I feel like Iโm gonna faint and Iโm sorry Iโll try to reply another time๐ญbut- o wellย :')๐ฉทIโll make it snippy :P๐
xD nah 20 a month to none is a deal yu wont get xDxD/lh
ikr theyre ac famous tho TvT like some of them have been on tv interviews and some on utube videos online answering questions and honestly if you google any of their names thereโs a whole *** wikipedia bro likeโ ๏ธ๐ญnoo I am- Iโm such a failure๐ญIโm getting 69%s in math T^T and btw Iโm not tryna sound inappropriate I genuinely got 69 in my end of term2 math test- ;-; Iโm not even fully sure what it means i just know itโs inappropriate and I dunno I wouldnโt really like to find out either :P๐and im special cos no ones this *** dumb and stupid and idiotic๐ญwhoop whoop world record :>โจTvT
XD nono yu can still come XD I already got the cake with frosting letters saying "welcome to yur new home๐"
yeah~โจissokay :PPP๐xD
whatt I need that :0 the playlist lmao :0 I was gonna ask yu to link it but you probably donโt want to lol :P I found a playlist online of also over 100 songs but itโs a trauma playlist(?) just songs to relate to I think :P I like itย :'D itโs all sorts of different stuff but all linked to trauma basically :p oou I didnโt think youโd know skydxddy :00 lol I know and love all of em xD I can list them without googling ;-; iconic, monsters inc, psychotic, madness, triggered, 7 years, why do I stay, all alone, pretty distraction, battlefield, donโt talk about it, hold me, worst nightmare, generation z, asylum, puppet master, why me, please try again, crazy side. there are ones that I *love* tho agehsnshajjaka I could recommend the best ones if youโd like :0 tho Iโm indecisive :P๐ฉท
lolll Iโve went days without sleeping one time ;-; I lost count at sum point but no one believes me when I tell em how long I went :PP I need it but I donโt get it xD
awwwwe๐ฅบ*snatches cookie and goes sleep deprived for another week*๐ฅบ๐ญ๐ชI can sleep but Iโm scareddd TvT๐issokie tho imma nom this cookie and itโll give me more brainpower to go longer w no sleepietime :33๐ช๐ฉท๐ค
*recieves* *hugs back* *sends* :PP๐๐love you evalovely๐Iโm gonna go cry now thu with no facial expression or emotionโจjust staring at that wall right there and the deep dark hole inside me :33 sorry ajajnsisnsuwk TvT take care๐( and if yu can yu can always share that playlist :0/nf I need it TvT/lh/jk yu donโt have to lols :P๐ )
@iloveyouxxย
nooo nadia you didnโt have to write it right now ๐ฅบ now i feel bad, you shouldโve written it when you were more okie ๐ฅบ i can always wait ๐ฅบ and itโs not snippy it wouldโve taken like 3 years for me to write this (awesome) reply ๐ญ but iโll make sure to appreciate it *extra* much now ๐ฉท and i hope youโre okay(er) now at least ๐ฉทย
nu nu youโre not a failure nadiaa. have you noticed how hard math is? or school? /lh i have a hate-hate relationship with math too, i seem to be the only one putting effort into understanding and making it work ๐ /(h)j
oh yippee :0 wait. if i donโt get the free chatgpt deal, can i at least get a free plane ticket? if i.. bring you more of those cookies? ๐๐ cookies and cake, what more do you need in life? /jย
i can link the playlist if you want, itโs on spotify tho. my acc doesnโt have anything personal on it so itโs fine by me, just thought iโd mention it just in case. i feel like itโs so messy tho- like itโs a mix of calm sad wordless songs and some- opposite to that lmao. maybe i should sort it- so the moods are like- less rollercoastery- yeah maybe. *me overthinking ->* iโm scared you wonโt like it fsr but like~ what do i have to lose :D :โ) i can add the link later if you want, i have to get home for that tho to get my laptop. the phone one confuses me :โ) and yus, you can recommend, though i already get an idea based on the links you posted here the other day hehe. ๐ย
mmhhh when i come to visit you, weโre gonna have a proper sleep session. iโll gift you the heavenliest bed and pillows and blanket and weโre just gonna.. sleep. โจ /j (i just realised itโs easy to take it the wrong way- donโt. /lh ๐ญ)ย
*smirks because the cookies had sleep powder (sleep powder-?) in them >:DD* ๐ช๐ค๐ค
awwee iโm sending you tons of hugs and love ๐ฅบ๐ฉท hope youโre oke now ๐
@justmeeva
omigodddd smh Iโm so sorry eurgh my dad came at the time and I didnโt have time to reply Iโm sorry๐ญT^T๐ย
awe๐ฅบIโm never okiiee hehe I was just~extra~not okie then :Dโจ+physically too whoopwhoopโจawwe I didnโt want you to waitt๐ฅบ๐youโre worth the struggle lmao๐ญ๐
I appreciate your appreciation :PPP๐I am maybe I thinkย :'P๐ฉท
yus trust me Iโve noticed T^T๐คI never understand any of it :> tw Iโm sorry but like I hope math dies in a fire :> TvT๐ค
hm you can get a free plane ticket :D cookiesโฆthat cookie tasted weird like- it had some cough sleepie powder in it or something yk..maybe Iโll buy some of my own๐๐
yuh spotifys fine :0 hehe you donโt have to overthink anythingggg xD๐yu donโt have to sort anything either :3 I like calm sad wordless songs *and* the opposite to that heh xD๐/gen nothing- you have nothing to lose :D๐๐/lh yus Iโd like that- tyt :>๐ฉท
*cries* you were there๐ญI dunno why this is making me go๐ญbut itโs so๐ญwhat am I saying๐ญ๐ญhelp :D
heavenliest?โจlmao no I didnโt hehe๐ญ๐can you get your cats with you xD :33๐๐พ? Iโm so kittie-deprived now that I traveled su like ;-;๐ฉท
โจ*~throws cookies out the wInDoOoOoOoooooWwwWWwww~*โจimma stay sleep deprived :DDD๐ซ ๐๐๐ป
*recieves and sending sumxinfinity right back*๐๐๐
@iloveyouxxย
is okayy ๐ฉท iโm wordless again (a g a i n) and a lil busy so itโs gonna be vv short but yus iโll bring de cattos with me and ima give you 4319 hugs because you deserve themmm ๐ฅบ๐ฉท iโll try to get you the playlist when i can okie? lots of love to you fren ๐
@justmeeva
omg what I genuinely didnโt see this TvT maybe cos I was already on the post I dunno :0 lemme reply now <33