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iloveyouxx March 17th
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hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✨one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999✨🌷can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :P🤍im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitching🤫I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>😛🩷

wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙

to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.🩷 I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectful🩷.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)

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dk why I’m putting these here.

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I just like numbing over them.

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I saw that guy again.

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elevator guy.

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🕴️

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legit looks like the emoji- not to be offensive just as accurate as it could get.

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he just… stands there.

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outta my apartment.

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he doesn’t blink.-

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…

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Idk.

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I don’t wanna think about it.

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I keep thinking about. them. :')

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not elevator guy.

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classmate.

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I don’t like coming on here only when I’m..depressed. I guess. I just come on when i can.

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he’s leaving next year. 

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same type of school- different building and city.

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nd im.. idk.-

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I used to wish he’d leave.

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or switch schools.

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but. I guess he’s just always been a big part of our lead. 

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***.

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Istg I hate him so much-

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i wish I did :').

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I don’t- like im that way btw-☠️I can’t like anyone like that. I’m not allowed to but me I just cant anymore. I just don’t want him to leave- for a reason idk :')

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I guess he was always just. different.

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he actually smiles at me TvT and he still talks to me. knowing I’m mute. 

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and.- he’s the only person I know that says my name right :')

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he tells me answers in class. idk. my anxiety gets so bad and he just takes this whole pain off my heart.

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iloveyouxx OP April 8th
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stop I actually just sound like I like him- TvT I don’t. I like his personality but I like him platonically. I don’t like him- TvT-

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