in the wonders of my mind💗.

_{I’m so hungry.}

_{my lungs hurt.}

_{“dad”s  coming home in half an hour.}

_{the skys so pretty-/gen}

_{atp I should make a whole album-}

_{my “dad” used to tell me there was someone going around the counter kidnapping little kids.}

_{country * which is just idk}

_{I wish I had my device to take photos-}

_{oh my god my head-}

_{dont_run_when_you_feel_faint}

_:>>>>>

_{mhead feels heavy-}

_{I swear I’m gonna faint-}

_{I’m so hungry-}

_cold.

_{yu ever feel so damn uncomfy I’m your own skin}

_{not in an insecure way.}

_chills.

_{I accidentally cut my arm one time-}

_{I don’t sh. everyone thinks I do but I don’t-}

_{It never did anything for me.}

_TW

_{the first time I did was when I was 11- overhearing my dads convo}

10**

_{big TW but}

_{he was talking about me.}

_{I won’t specify.} 

_{but he was yelling} 

_{threats and all that.}

_{same old ***.}

_{nd I lost my vision.}

_{completely :>.}

_{I lost my balance.}

_{nd my connection to reality.}

_{I was crying so hard I think that’s what made me lose my vision-}

_{nd my tears were- like *** burning fsr :’)}

_TW

 _{not being able to see or feel}

_{or think. ***.}

_{I had to go but. I don’t think I should finish that anyway :')}

_{I just ended up bleeding everywhere. from my wrist. I don’t even know I was bleeding till my vision came back.}

_{didn’t *}