in the wonders of my mind💗.

rn my eyelids feel heavier than ever.

_{my whole body’s gone numb and I can’t feel anything physically anymore- as in outside- I can’t feel things.}

_{but in me. there’s so much physical pain.}

_4am.

why.

_{I’m in so much hurt}

_{I just need someone}

_{I need someone.}

_{just be there}

_{I need help.}

_{I need someone to help me.}

_{I need to be saved from myself}

_{I need help}

_{I need help}

_{I need help.-}

_5:20am.

_{I’m so alone.}

_{It’s so cold.}

_darkness.

_{it was dark.} 

_{the sun had set.}

_{lights were out.}

_{people were asleep.}

_{except for her.}

_{It whispered into her ear.}

_{and held out its..hand.}

_{she reached out for it.}

_{for something that was never really there.}

_{I think imma-}

_{my hands..wobbly..(?)}

_aref*

_are*

_{my finger won’t move..}

_{I can move my elbow I think but its alr leaning on smtj}

_{my body’s giving in.}

_{my eyes are barely open.}

_{all the pain goes away when you’re this tired- I should leave but-}

_{I’m scared :') so many things could happen while I’m gone- but then again I’m a lil too tired to be scared. Imma just set an alarm. night🩷or…morning…}

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=QPnoYhEU72I&list=PLt7duad000Igu1R5J2sWbAn122cOyoQ2i&index=6&pp=iAQB8AUB