In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
My sis saw cups my sis saw cups my sis saw cups-
I just lied i just *** lied and if she knows, if she investigates *** shes been asking why i seem to text so often and now she saw the chatroom the only thing i think she didnt see was my username im gonna throw up she saw-
@unassumingEyes
keeping eyes buddy in my thoughts… 😞💜
I opened cups again. Is that the dumbest thing I could do? Yes. Did i do it anyways? Well, if ur seeing this post, yes.
The most risky thing about my sister is that despite her brains, she doesnt think things thru. She doesnt analyze like I try to. Thats her weakness, true, but when she knows things noone is supposed to know
Well, then its my weakness.
I once told her i spent a week on a site imteracting with others. I didnt name the site. I lied that it was a week. The site was one of those wiki-sites.
She just shrugged and said okay. She never told mom.
Thats not why i can trust her. Thats why shes risky.
Unpredictable. She was mad when she suspected the fanfics. She was calm when i confessed the site.
And now she saw cups
I said it was an ad
How the *** do i prove it was an ad without making it obv that im worrying over this?
@unassumingEyes Yes! Clever but never thinks things thru! Cant believe im thanking god my face is similar to hers!!
she had pics of cups. And was very careful not to let me see what was in the pics so i dont know exactly what she knows and what she doesnt know
and she deleted em cuz her trash bin is face-recognition protected
but we look similar! So i got in!
oook so she doesnt know my username. She knows of sm ppls names here on cups (sorry, guys)
and unfortunately someone sweared in the chatroom in that pic- and my very against swears sis saw that- thats a bad point, but atleast it was just one swear word?
she shldnt know bout the corner so thats good
she did see my pfp but its just letters so she cnt get anything from that and she doesnt know my password or email address.
we could be safe. Could be. If she doesnt confront me. If she confronts me and threatens to tell mom. Then ill deactivate. But until then i just hv to be careful to always log out and to always close the dumb tabs.
risky, yes? But u know how she suspected fanfictions, and im still here reading fanfictions?
here we go, lol.
On the bright side if she tries blackmail i hv sm stuff on her- but thats actually a dark side so 😅😭
I have a sudden burning desire to tag everybody, to say goodbye to everybody
I also have a sudden burning desire to hold on and never say goodbye
If u wanna know what im feeling, literally any swear word will work
@unassumingEyes
:'3💜
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Since u hvnt appeared after a post that just said leaving
@justmeeva you better be alive.
@unassumingEyes
good or bad, idk, but i’m here.
I feel aggresively lonely and *angry*
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Um. Probably noones watched this but in the Avatar: The Last Airbender series theres a place called Ba Sing Se where people are brainwashed to believe there is no war.
They just keep saying "there is no war in Ba Sing Se"
Smtimes when i cm here i feel like that. Like everyones ignoring the fact that we're probably on the brink of another world war.
Like we're pretending that there really is an okay
Idk. It feels wrong. Too much optimism, sometimes. Too much pretending.
Is it possible to feel so alone
@unassumingEyes
>:💜 you isn’t alone friend :'3💖 but yeah.. life can make us feel pretty alone sometimes..💙
