Ramblings 3

@Iamwhoiamwhoami that's good ❤ I'm glad your eating something ❤❤

I took my 6:00 pull early around 5 and I probably shouldn’t have, that put my next one 7 hours out. And starting to get that sick to the stomach feeling and a shade of doom.

@Iamwhoiamwhoami oh no🙁 it's surprising how strong your tablets are. It's so tempting to take them early though, have think we all do when we are in so much pain🙁 try to keep your focus here at cups, maybe the feeling will pass away

I was trying to try and help Minimize the pain increase while bringing in the groceries.

I am going to try and make to midnight

@Iamwhoiamwhoami I can't remember the last time I stayed up that late😂😂

@Iamwhoiamwhoami it's not letting me heart your comments again🙁 I have no idea why it does that, it's with other people too

Frustrating when that happens

@Iamwhoiamwhoami are you ok?

It’s all good. It’s only the doom and fear feeling on high . But it’s all good.

@Tinywhisper11 yeah, taking your tablets early is commonly done when your in so much pain

@Iamwhoiamwhoami ohhh your feeling high, ok that explains your fear of falling asleep😥 damn! Did you mention this feeling to the doctor??

@Tinywhisper11 you do need to tell the doctor, she needs to change the dose, or give you other ones

Actually no this is the same feeling I felt yesterday morning.

@Iamwhoiamwhoami are you able to cope with it though??

That's a pretty severe side effect

Only about 15 more minutes till pill time

@Iamwhoiamwhoami ok well hold in there, hopefully more tablets will calm you down. Is that how it's been working for you so far??? *pulls worried face*

This is only the second time it’s happened and both times were extended gaps between pills so I think it’s a form of withdrawal.

@Iamwhoiamwhoami ok, but keep an eye on this feeling, if it is to much you need to tell your doctor. 

Ok, only a few more minutes to go

@Iamwhoiamwhoami your doing really well ❤❤ keep breathing, just a couple of minutes ❤

Pill taken now the wait till kicks in, all good ❤️❤️❤️❤️Thank you

@Iamwhoiamwhoami it's a very scary feeling🙁 how are you managing with this feeling, mentally??

Struggling but I have a few minutes left before pill

Your keeping this manageable

@Iamwhoiamwhoami ok take your meds now

@Iamwhoiamwhoami hopefully the relief of the tablets, and that horrible feeling you just had, will make you have a good sleep soon ❤

@Iamwhoiamwhoami sweetie?? Are you ok?

Pill taken. Just waiting to kick in ❤️❤️❤️❤️Thank you

@Iamwhoiamwhoami keep talking to me, till that feeling passes ok?

Ok

@Tinywhisper11 talk about anything, I just want to make sure this feeling goes

@Tinywhisper11 is it a exhausting experience?? Or just sheer fear and dread? When you feel like this?

It’s ok I think it shouldn’t be long before it kicks in

@Iamwhoiamwhoami oh I really hope so ❤

It’s that sick to the stomach pure dread and fear that take your breath away feeling

@Iamwhoiamwhoami damn! That's not good, no wonder you rang ER. This is a bad effect. If it doesn't stop coming soon, please please please tell the docor

I think it took about 15 minutes after I took meds yesterday that it lessened

And I think it is a little.

@Iamwhoiamwhoami ok I'm not sure how your coping with this. I've taken many different meds, and I had that high feeling, I was to scared to go to sleep I thought I was gonna dye🙁 I stopped taking them that same day. It's horrible. I'm hoping this will stop happening to you really really soon