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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP June 17th

i like it how my late at night thoughts became my anytime i’m conscious thoughts. 

justmeeva OP June 17th

i saw death in my dream :’) 

justmeeva OP June 17th

it was strangely comforting. 

justmeeva OP June 17th

i wonder if it would work irl too ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 

justmeeva OP June 17th

(we’ve come to the point where the first thing i think about after waking up is death)

justmeeva OP June 17th

(and the last thing i think about before i fall asleep)

justmeeva OP June 17th

(and the main thing on my mind all the time in between.)

justmeeva OP June 17th

btw when i’m in a bad headspace then i often only come to this thread, post, and leave so if you reply literally 2 minutes later and get no reaction from me then it’s likely that i really just didn’t see it because i left so uh just a heads up that i’m not mad or ignoring or purposely rude

@unassumingEyes @LoveMyMoonflowers @iloveyouxx

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iloveyouxx June 17th

@justmeeva

(dw lovely we know and I understand. you being okay to me matters so much more than when or how fast you reply)/gen🩷

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@iloveyouxx

i second this 💜💜💜 ni friend agrees with nadseyloaf 

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iloveyouxx June 17th

@LoveMyMoonflowers @unassumingEyes

awwwe🥺💕I love niloaf and eyes love and eva friend 🩷 you mean so much to me 🩷 @justmeeva and we’re here for you friend <3


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unassumingEyes June 17th

@iloveyouxx agreed with this^^ 

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justmeeva OP June 17th

i’m not here. 

justmeeva OP June 17th

i’ve been gone for a long time now.