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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP April 10th

nvm ppl i might be able to make it through the schoolday without getting “yelled at” (metaphorically) and tomorrow’s not that hard so i might go- 

justmeeva OP April 10th

:’)

justmeeva OP April 10th

only thing is.. tomorrow’s a long day and it’s 3:30am. i have to wake up in max 4h. and function in school with 4h of sleep. ahem. 

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iloveyouxx April 10th

@justmeeva

why does this feel like me lol :'P I’d usually end up settling on no sleep TvT💜I’m happy you left to try to get at least some tho🩷*hoping you get sum vv comfy deep dark no nightmare sweet smiley calm sleep* 💕💕🛌

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iloveyouxx April 10th

@justmeeva

smh ofc you had to upvote my posts right when I sent that eugghhh eva D: /lh xD

sleeepppppppp lol you need it TvT💓/lh/lh

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justmeeva OP April 10th

@iloveyouxx 

*>:D*

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iloveyouxx April 10th

@justmeeva

*D:<*

It’s like 4:40am there now I think TvT💙

*drags yu to bed* 🛌🚶‍♀️🧎‍♀️💜shuts off the lights- this is making *me* sleepy lol ;-; ( but I won’t sleep :D )🤍gooddd nigghhtttttt >:DD/lh💖

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justmeeva OP April 10th

so uh.. ***?

justmeeva OP April 10th

but oh well it’s my fault anyway (not even sarcastically) so it don’t matter honestly 

justmeeva OP April 10th

04:35am. 

justmeeva OP April 10th

mom: “you have to go to sleep at 10!”

me, 7 hours later: oh look the sky is exceptionally blue right now

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Lovingflower2141 April 10th

@justmeeva hahahaha! Parents, they have no idea

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justmeeva OP April 10th

@Lovingflower2141 

hope they don’t :p 

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justmeeva OP April 10th

n o p e* 🤦🏼‍♀️

justmeeva OP April 10th
although “hope” works too now that i think about it. 
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justmeeva OP April 10th

i’ve talked so much today- like- so much- although.. a part of it was tomorrow. which is now today. so.. i talked so much yesterday. but a part of it was today- i talked so much in the past 24 hours. yeah. 

justmeeva OP April 10th

i can hear the early morning birds chirping already- :D should i even go to sleep at all-? ok tbh i probably should lmao. 

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Lovingflower2141 April 10th

@justmeeva get some rest it can't hurt

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justmeeva OP April 10th

@Lovingflower2141 

you’re probably right. i will, thank you

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justmeeva OP April 10th

the blue of the sky is becoming lighter. hm.