Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
nvm ppl i might be able to make it through the schoolday without getting “yelled at” (metaphorically) and tomorrow’s not that hard so i might go-
only thing is.. tomorrow’s a long day and it’s 3:30am. i have to wake up in max 4h. and function in school with 4h of sleep. ahem.
@justmeeva
why does this feel like me lol :'P I’d usually end up settling on no sleep TvT💜I’m happy you left to try to get at least some tho🩷*hoping you get sum vv comfy deep dark no nightmare sweet smiley calm sleep* 💕💕🛌
mom: “you have to go to sleep at 10!”
me, 7 hours later: oh look the sky is exceptionally blue right now
i’ve talked so much today- like- so much- although.. a part of it was tomorrow. which is now today. so.. i talked so much yesterday. but a part of it was today- i talked so much in the past 24 hours. yeah.
i can hear the early morning birds chirping already- :D should i even go to sleep at all-? ok tbh i probably should lmao.
