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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP April 9th

literally what do i do

justmeeva OP April 9th

i have the perfect “conditions” for it to sound believable-

justmeeva OP April 9th

but like- what’s it even gonna give me to skip a whole day of school- we all know that i’m not gonna be able to work by myself in the daytime anyway. 

justmeeva OP April 9th

i d k   w h a t   t o   d o

justmeeva OP April 9th

you know you’re lonely when you gotta go to chatgpt for advice in situations like this :’)

justmeeva OP April 9th

anyways obviously it’s telling me to reach out and talk about it and stuff, which, i’m not completely against- but like.. idk.. i’ve thought about reaching out before. in fact i’ve like seriously thought about talking to someone for weeks now- guess where i’ve got with that. nowhere. absolutely nowhere.

justmeeva OP April 9th

it might’ve made the situation even harder now i like really don’t know xD

before chatgpt, i was like just basically looking for approval for staying home but now that i have reasonable arguments for why not to stay home- aghhhhh-

justmeeva OP April 9th

tf do i dooooo

justmeeva OP April 9th

i give up lol. 

justmeeva OP April 9th

i might say i’m sick tomorrow. i really don’t wanna go.