@justmeeva
“yup, that’s the literally unreal kindness right there 🥺 those last words, they touched my heart in a really.. special way. especially those last words*. no matter what, i will not ever give up on you. it’s a promise, and i’m gonna keep it. i know our pov’s about your worth aren’t the same, but i’ll stand by what i see in you. always. self love, god even self acceptance, is hard, but maybe you can just try to believe you’re special and worthy to someone else. because you are. to me you are.” ~ omigosh, now i’m seriously wondering how a hooman can be so freaking kind?! 😭 :') eva you’re one of the few people on this earth who remind me of the beauty in the world. :')
i don’t think anyone but *you* could have said those words i quoted above, so genuinely, so kindly, so sweetly. 💙 only you could have written that. 🥺💙
i agree with you eva beanie… you’re right. self love is hard. self acceptance is hard… it’s hard. it feels impossible. especially in those dark moments, the ones that feel comfy… the ones that feel familiar. being in the dark hurts, but the hurt and the pain is familiar, i think. 😞 in those moments… (they feel like years) it feels really *** impossible to love oneself doesn’t it?
but yeah, i agree with you, i think it’s a good start - a great start - to accept the fact that we *are* lovable and that we *are* loved by our friends, by those who care about us, by those we care about. 🥺💙 thank you for standing by me, eva beanie, thank you for believing in me, thank you so so much, for not giving up on me. i hope you know i’ll try my vvvv best to do the same for you, too. 🥺💙