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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP April 3rd

about writing a note to the notes app explaining everything i was going through, how i’m sorry, a guide here, to this specific thread so they’d have all the answers, etc. 

justmeeva OP April 3rd

and the passwords for all my locked notes

justmeeva OP April 3rd

mainly keeping my parents in mind. 

justmeeva OP April 3rd

so they wouldn’t have to ask “why”. 

justmeeva OP April 3rd

so they’d know. 

justmeeva OP April 3rd

and to my cups people, thanking them and sharing some things to remember me by (?)

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@justmeeva

🥺 

*hugs if okay…* 

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justmeeva OP April 3rd

@LoveMyMoonflowers 

oof you shouldn’t have had to read those :’) i’m sorry

*hugs*

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@justmeeva

*hugs tight* 

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justmeeva OP April 4th

@LoveMyMoonflowers 

*hugs you* thank you friend 🩷

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justmeeva OP April 3rd

i should’ve probably added “tw”s to all of those lol. oh *** well. 

justmeeva OP April 3rd

not in crisis btw. or maybe just in my mind. but can’t do anything. won’t do anything. yet. 

justmeeva OP April 3rd

“i promise i’m gonna visit”

justmeeva OP April 3rd

just falling, and falling, and falling.