Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
homework shouldn’t seem so overwhelming. it not even thaaat much. yet i still can’t bring myself to start, or even if i do, i give up midway repeating to myself “i can’t i can’t i can’t”. i don’t know what’s wrong with me, but i can’t keep being like this. i *have* to do the work. i can’t leave them unfinished. i *can’t*. what would i say to the teachers? it would just seem like laziness to them anyway. and laziness is no reasonable excuse. but what can i do, if i just.. *can’t*?
i’m like thiss 🤏 close to giving up and leaving them be. but, i know i can’t do that. both of the homework are for tests tomorrow. they’re worth a reasonable amount of the semester’s grade. i’m just stuck with my stupid self.
@justmeeva
*sends hugs for evabuddybeanie if okie*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
how’s it going with schoolwork for you? /nf
@justmeeva
me kinda done for the day lol. :') i got some work done… not all of it, i still have a lot of stuff overdue :') (oof) and due soon… 😭 welp. but i got a good deal of work done and i feel okie.
thanks buddy 💙 sending lucky beams and more big motivational huggies for the bestest evabuddybeanie 💙
i’m gonna fail absolutely everything
i have to prepare for two tests tomorrow, one being in geography where i have to remember like 27 rivers or whatever, the other being in english where it’s some future tenses i understand nothing about. not to mention, i have to finish a book by wednesday (i haven’t chosen the book and i have tonight and tomorrow but exclude the tonight because we’re not doing good with the other stuff) i actually can’t do this
i’m such a failure.
an absolute disappointment.
