Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
all this.. confusion. it’s so confusing, and so exhausting too.
wow. i think this is the longest i’ve been like this. and the most it has bothered me. i wonder what i should call it - “being away”? idk.
@justmeeva
*sits with you if ok and sends safe gentle hugs*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugs you* <3
Hru now eva?/nfta *safe hugs if oki*
@unassumingEyes
idk, still the same i guess. idk what to do about me. but it’s fine. *hugs eyes buddy* 🩷
@unassumingEyes
hru doing?
i have some over-the-deadline unfinished school stuff. having them makes me so stressed lol. “why don’t you just do them then?” you might ask. well, you see, they wouldn’t be unfinished if they were easy to do. but they’re not so difficult either. i just- idk. idk where to start. i’m overthinking it. like a lot. it’s all so messy in my head that i avoid it. and by avoiding it they’ll be even more over the deadline. meaning even more stress. see the loop? yeah.