Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
happiness means pain for me so idk maybe i am happy i just can’t see the difference because it’s all *** pain
@EmmyMarie06
also i’m not trying anymore either because i’m done with trying i tried to try but nothing changed, if anything it all went for the worse so i’m sorry but i can’t try anymore
@justmeeva your decision. but you cant get mad at yourself because you cant make overnight changes. no one on this earth can do that. give yourself time.
Eva buddy? Hope you’re oki ❤️🥺
@justmeeva
Sitting here quietly… me so sorry me wasn’t there last night friend. 😞 i wish i was… i wish. 😞💜 *offering a million… no… a billion giant huggie wuggies just for you* 💜 Ni friend kept you in her thoughts. and me still keeping you in my thoughts okie? me loves you so so so so so much friend 💜 Me not sure what’s happening in your world now, exactly… 😞 but me knows you’ve been hurting and struggling vv much lately and life’s been a big meanie and it’s been hard… 😞💜 sitting with you friend 💜 i just hope your safe now.
hope your safe…
everything’s only getting worse yesterday and today are the worst days of my entire 14 years of life