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The only thing left is memories (Ape's diary, no peaking)

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Bearainy July 17th, 2024

Tw; domestic, sexual abuse, PTSD,  (possible Schizophrenia, DID) social anxiety, family stress.


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Hi buddies. Hugs for you all. This is my diary. No reply please. Love you.


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"When I stand before thee at the end of the day'thou shalt see my scars and know that I had my wounds and also my healings."

—Tagore's 《Stray Birds》


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Bearainy OP September 18th, 2024

its kinda fastruating and I don't even know how to explain it to anyone


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Bearainy OP September 18th, 2024

People just don't get it

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Bearainy OP September 18th, 2024

and now we have company, I hate it, its already pretty hard to keep my control but now


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Bearainy OP September 18th, 2024

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Bearainy OP September 18th, 2024

@Apeatrice

Hey love, I want you to know that I love you and all is forgiven.

Apeatrice

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Bearainy OP September 18th, 2024

I'm happy to go home soon.

I'm happy for the watch I found.

I'm grateful for the overcast sky

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Bearainy OP September 20th, 2024

I'm grateful for the muic I created and found.

I'm grateful for being scure and safe.

I'm happy to see the sunrising sky

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Bearainy OP September 20th, 2024

@Apeatrice

Hey honey. I love you. I'm behind you.

Apeatrice

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Bearainy OP September 21st, 2024

I'm grateful for today is the last day of the week.

I'm grateful because I can't remember any night mares.

I'm grateful because I'm either going to sh or going to talk things out with mother

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Bearainy OP September 21st, 2024

@Apeatrice

I love you, I 'm behind you.

Apeatrice