The only thing left is memories (Ape's diary, no peaking)
Tw; domestic, sexual abuse, PTSD, (possible Schizophrenia, DID) social anxiety, family stress.
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Hi buddies. Hugs for you all. This is my diary. No reply please. Love you.
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"When I stand before thee at the end of the day'thou shalt see my scars and know that I had my wounds and also my healings."
—Tagore's 《Stray Birds》
24/9/28
@Apeatrice
Hey honey, I know things hadn't been great lately. But please keep in mind you are not allowed to hurt yourself. You worth more than the harm you do to yourself.
Lots of love.
Apeatrice
I'm grateful for my earphone not dead completely.
I'm grateful for this month's ending.
I'm happy to have audio books.
@Apeatrice
Hey morning, Honey. You have punished yourself enough, please, be gentle with yourself for the rest of the day.
You deserves more from the harm you do to yourself.
Apeatrice
@Apeatrice
Morning sweetheart! I know how you are fregitin about how you are behind and all. I know its tough to fight the urge to punish yourself. Could you keep in mind, Honey, that beat yourself up will not change a single thing or make anything easier?
Warm hugs your way.
Love, Apeatrice
i m grateful to cup and all my friends and family.
I'm happy for the strings dad bought me.
I'm grateful to try to start new
@Apeatrice
Honey, please remember that you are only human and striving to achieve magic is not in your or anyone's ability.
Please be gentle with self, love.
Apeatrice
I'm grateful for the quiet night.
I 'm happy to be alive (ironically)
I'm grateful to have my best friends
@Apeatrice
Morning, honey. Congratulations on finish hosting. I know you may not feel like it, but you are amazing in your first session.
It takes time to be adopted, be patient.
Apeatrice
I'm grateful for the bright sun.
I 'm happy to be awake.
I'm happy for the bundle of "joy" besides me (again, ironic)
I m grateful for the morning rain.
Im grateful for the people who helped me getting through
Im happy that winter is approaching