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The only thing left is memories (Ape's diary, no peaking)

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Bearainy July 17th, 2024

Tw; domestic, sexual abuse, PTSD,  (possible Schizophrenia, DID) social anxiety, family stress.


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Hi buddies. Hugs for you all. This is my diary. No reply please. Love you.


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"When I stand before thee at the end of the day'thou shalt see my scars and know that I had my wounds and also my healings."

—Tagore's 《Stray Birds》


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Bearainy OP September 11th, 2024

@Apeatrice

Hey honey. I'm so proud of you for your courage to face the fears you been running away from. You can do this, I have faith in you.

Warm hug.

Apeatrice

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Bearainy OP September 11th, 2024

I'm happy for a new day filled with adventure.

I'm happy to be alive.

I'm grateful to have books, food, shelter and people who I cares about.

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Bearainy OP September 12th, 2024

Apeatrice.

Hey honey.

Hug and strength

I wanr you toknow that you are doing an awesome job and that keep going no matter waht comes your way.

Apeatrice

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Bearainy OP September 12th, 2024

I'm happy to have found my favorite song.

I'm grateful for the darkness.

I'm grateful for those amazingaudio books I have access to

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Bearainy OP September 13th, 2024

lol

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Bearainy OP September 13th, 2024

I bombed my head against the wall after my Anne cryed. Just like my mom had thrown my against the wall. Iol

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Bearainy OP September 13th, 2024

@Apeatrice

Whenever you feel like you are going to sink, please always try your best to keep swimming.

You are special, I love you, you can walk your way though. 

Apeatrice

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Bearainy OP September 13th, 2024

i'm grateful for Adalida and my friends.

I'm happy to have the resources for my favorite books.

I'm grateful to be alive

Maybe not

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Bearainy OP September 15th, 2024

@Apeatrice

Morning sweetheart. I'm so glad you are feeling better and that you return.

You can do this, I believes in you.

Apeatrice


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Bearainy OP September 15th, 2024

I'm grateful for the awesome sunrise this morning.

I'm happy for a cloudless sky.

I'm happy for my favorite band