The only thing left is memories (Ape's diary, no peaking)

@Apeatrice

You don't deserve to be here

@Apeatrice

You should stop crying and stop feeling, freak.

No one cares if you relapses. You don't matter at all.

@Apeatrice

Hey honey, I know today is going to be a really harsh day for you, but I promise you, everything is gonna be ok. Remember the plan you had for your own little home? Everytime you feel like you are ganna sink, please remember them.

I believes in you.

Apeatrice

I'm happy cause its raining.

I'm happy to have god along my side

I'm grateful for the support I have

@Apeatrice

You have been through a tough night and a tough day. I know you are feeling ashamed and guilty and expecting a yelled at by me. But no, I want to tell you that it's ok. Everything you did is ok, please be gentle on yourself, dear.

Apeatrice

I'm happy for the movie I found.

I'm happy for having the courage to admit.

I'm grateful to have friends, god and people I loved

I'm happy for the courage.

I'm grateful for my music.

I'm grateful for finding a place where I am safe

@Apeatrice

Morning sweetheart.

Hey I know you are having doubt about everything and wondering if you should do it or not.  But, I believes and trust you.

And I'm always behind you.

I feel so alone