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The only thing left is memories (Ape's diary, no peaking)

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Bearainy July 17th, 2024

Tw; domestic, sexual abuse, PTSD,  (possible Schizophrenia, DID) social anxiety, family stress.


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Hi buddies. Hugs for you all. This is my diary. No reply please. Love you.


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"When I stand before thee at the end of the day'thou shalt see my scars and know that I had my wounds and also my healings."

—Tagore's 《Stray Birds》


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Bearainy OP October 9th, 2024

@Apeatrice

Love, I'm behind you. We got this.

Apeatrice

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Bearainy OP October 9th, 2024

@Apeatrice

Life is never too late to change, even for a tired and exhausted body. Everything can achieve miracles.

Apeatrice

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Bearainy OP October 11th, 2024

@Apeatrice

Hey honey, I know its really weird atm and you are feeling really distressed.

Just remember what you value is and don't be afraito reach out, ok.

Apeatrice

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Bearainy OP October 12th, 2024

@Apeatrice

Keeps going and before you know it you will be there.

I love you 

Apeatrice

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Bearainy OP October 14th, 2024
13/10/24
@Apeatrice
Have faith, be patient, you are doing an awesome job. Please don't forget to be gentle with your body.
Before you know it, you will be there.
Love
Apeatrice
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Bearainy OP October 14th, 2024

@Apeatrice

I believes ij you, you can do this.

Please remember to be honest and face the problem with strength. 

Hugs

Apeatrice

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Bearainy OP October 16th, 2024

@Apeatrice

Hey sweetie. I'm so proud of you for everything you have accepted in the last few weeks, it takes real strength to make those changes.

Also, please keep in mind to be grateful for the sh contact.

Love

Apeatrice

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Bearainy OP October 17th, 2024

@Apeatrice

I 'm proud of you for being clean for 1 day. I know it hard, I know its unfair, I know you are in pain. But yet, you beat on. I believes in you. You are going to make it.

Hug and love

Apeatrice

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Bearainy OP October 17th, 2024

@Apeatrice

I love you. I will always be there for you. Your life matters to me. Just tell me andvI will grasp you tight in bear hugs.

Apeatrice

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Bearainy OP October 19th, 2024

@Apeatrice

Hey love. You are so strong and brave. I hope you have no more pain, I wish you health, I wish you happiness, I wish you to be strong.

Apeatrice