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The only thing left is memories (Ape's diary, no peaking)

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Bearainy July 17th, 2024

Tw; domestic, sexual abuse, PTSD,  (possible Schizophrenia, DID) social anxiety, family stress.


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Hi buddies. Hugs for you all. This is my diary. No reply please. Love you.


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"When I stand before thee at the end of the day'thou shalt see my scars and know that I had my wounds and also my healings."

—Tagore's 《Stray Birds》


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Bearainy OP September 23rd, 2024

I'm grateful its all a dream.

I'm gratefulfor the morning sun.

I'm grateful to be able to change

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Bearainy OP September 23rd, 2024

@Apeatrice

Hey honey. I know life is pretty massedup rn. But we are going to make it.Sending strength

Apeatrice

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Bearainy OP September 23rd, 2024

Apeatrice

I'm super proud of you. All the steps you have took, all progress you have made, all the courage you have took. You are amazing.

I wanna embrace all apart of you, wipe away all of your tears, fight away all your fears.

Hugs of gratitude.

Thank you for supporting our way through.

Apeatrice




I'm happy to have the pigment and brush to paint.

I'm grateful for the time I spend in the park.

I'm grateful for all those who cares about me and beloved me.

9/21/24

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Bearainy OP September 23rd, 2024

I'm grateful for having people who cares.

I'm happy everything is almost over.

I'm grateful that its not a 0

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Bearainy OP September 23rd, 2024

@Apeatrice




Hi Honey, today is a new day. Hope life filles you with joy and lifts you up when you fall.




God is with you. Stay in the fight till the final round.


Apeatrice

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Bearainy OP September 24th, 2024

I'm grateful for having a warm place to stay.

I'm grateful winter is coming.

I'm happy that soon, I will be 15

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Bearainy OP September 24th, 2024

@Apeatrice


Morning sweetheart. Just wanting you know to keep swimming, keep on swimming.


I love you.



Apeatrice

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Bearainy OP September 25th, 2024

@Apeatrice

Good morning,dear.

I am behind you. And I want you to know that its always ok to say no. You have a right to say no.

You are never alone in this.

Apeatrice

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Bearainy OP September 25th, 2024

I'm grateful its a beautiful morning with a stunning sunrise.

I'm grateful for the support I have.

I'm happy for having shelter, clothes and food and friends

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Bearainy OP September 27th, 2024

@Apeatrice

I'm grateful for the morning sun.

I'm happy to have a new day, new start.

I'm grateful for having friends and books