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unassumingEyes January 18th

Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3

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unassumingEyes OP April 9th

I know what id say in a goodbye letter

Not that im going to i promise not anytime soon but you know

I know what itd say-

unassumingEyes OP April 10th

@iloveyouxx Eid Mubarak lovely 💕 will you dress up? Eid is the only time i really do 🙃 we have soo many guests coming today. My dads here nd im not gonna study all day

Excited 🙃

Hope you have a great eid 💕 

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iloveyouxx April 10th

@unassumingEyes

awe I’m sorry- I was vvv busy todayy TvT🩷eid mubarak💕💕I’m going to a hotel :00💜and I’ve been getting loads of gets today too xD💙then I went to my uncles house and played with their cats a lot- friska and prince- they’re so cute🥺💖yay to not studying all day :0 and seeing your dad :0🎉🥖💗I’m excited too but kinda scared TvT🤍hope yu do too🩷

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unassumingEyes OP April 10th

@iloveyouxx

Oh you sound busy busy :p 

Ive been a bit scared too :p do u want to say why ur scared?/nfta

Hugs if oki 🤍

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iloveyouxx April 11th

@unassumingEyes

I know I’m sorry😭I didn’t even get time to make the text teenie or spell anything right :P I’m at the hotel rn TvT yu don’t get how purfect it is TvT I was gonna take photos and post them in my space- I’ll tag you :0🩷we might switch rooms in a second tho- I’m on floor 27 :PP and the room is 2701 but the rest of my family went to check out the other room :0💜

awwe why scared lovely :') <3?/nfta nu it’s nothing I just thought my dad would like make me swim since he payed a lotta money and stuff and the swimming pools are great here- plus I used to *love* swimming as a kid but now it’s just uncomfy yk T^T💙

plus just scared about term3- it’s been on my mind all spring break :') but issokie💜

I actually had to go again while typing this but I’m back and this didn’t get deleted😭

we switched to 2703 :PP

i wanna talk about it all but I don’t wanna sound like I’m bragging😭😭

we’re not busy atm- lights are switched off and I’m rolled in a comfy blanket :333

I feel like everyone needs a couple days or more here hehe✨this makes me feel so broke ;-;-

I saw the burj khalifa :000💗

hugs are okie💕squeezing you tight if okay🩷sorryyy if I’m like I dunno making you feel bad or sounded like I was bragging :')💜I don’t mean to💙but yus I’ll tag yu for photos if yu’d like :0💕imma poof for a bit but I’ll try to reply earlier next time :P <33

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unassumingEyes OP April 11th

@iloveyouxx

Dont apologize over being busy :00 issok

i get u lol when we finished moving pt2 im like wowwww look at this place xD. But then it feels like ohhh im bragging xD. But its ok! And feel free to tag me id love to see 

I cant swim :p im scared abit cuz after my dads 2 week visit here (which started yesterday, on eid :p) idk when we cn meet him again which is scary :(

Ew school :p

Talk about whatever u want!! I dont mind :p

Glad ur resting nadia frnd

Burj khalifa is amazing- but i was like 7 when i saw it so i dont remember much 🤭

hugs are okie💕squeezing you tight if okay🩷

Hugss 

Oki tccc 💕

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iloveyouxx April 11th

@unassumingEyes

:>🩷

xD yus I wish I could live here tho lol😭I’ll tag you <3 when I get the energy to get up and take photos heh :P eventually xD💕

oo well I ac took swimming lessons every friday before covid :P then after quarantine I’ve never done a sport ever again xDTvT 

awwe >:💜im sorry :(💙is he usually away for work :0?/nfta I hope he visits again not too far from now >:🤍

ew indeed :p *thows🥖🥖🥖at school and all the crazy expectations D:<🥖stop🥖making🥖everything🥖so🥖much🥖harder🥖have🥖some🥖empathy🥖* >:0🥖🥖

ouu that’s a lotta years back hehe xD but yus it is amazing✨😛🤗

oop well I’m bored and still here whoops :PP💖imma sit here for a minute I guess :33🪑💜



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unassumingEyes OP April 12th

@iloveyouxx


eeeeee i missed the post its been like a day omgg sorry :0000

Oki cant wait to see the place that caught potato frnds eye 👀

I was supposed to learn swimming in grade 5 in my old school and then we changed schools in grade 5 and i never got to 😞


Not usually this is a new development for who knows how long 😞 details are messy hehe. No idea when he can visit again next

🥖🥖🥖🥖🥖🥖 schools have 0 empathy. Im aiming to have a school- and a sane and kind one at that! But it will be hard- really hard- very very much hard. Dont think its easy please. I have been observing as well as a 15yr old can and i say- it will be very hard to establish a good, considerate school. But i will work for it. 

Yuppp 

I left u for so much longer than a minute im sorry 😭😭😭 


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unassumingEyes OP April 12th

@unassumingEyes retag cause cups nommed my tag so mayb it nommed ur tag too 

@iloveyouxx

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iloveyouxx April 12th

@unassumingEyes

it didddd I’m sorry :0 imma reply in a sec :0🩷thankyou🩷

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unassumingEyes OP April 10th

That went well. We had like all our cousins over and by all i mean all 8 of em =D and we went to a park (oof, so crowded) and 4 kids cried in total 🤭👍👍

unassumingEyes OP April 10th

@iloveyouxx tommy helped get.my post back. Thank you love 🤍

unassumingEyes OP April 11th

Tired

unassumingEyes OP April 11th

Saw this online

I failed, but I wasn't a failure

I hurt, but I wasn't a victim

*thinks*

In theory this is right...in practice? 

"Ofcourse not" my brain says. "If you failed, ur a failure! Whats more to it?" 

Stupid brain

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LoveMyMoonflowers April 11th

@unassumingEyes

that’s definitely something to think about 🤔 

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unassumingEyes OP April 11th

Concerned about my health 

Vision troubles, feeling faint, tired easily, headaches taking a bigger toll on me etc...

Either i lost too much weight or lost it too suddenly

Idk m a bit worried tbh 

Like i just hv a normal, usual headache but here i am in bed barely able to type feelin so tired and drained 


unassumingEyes OP April 11th

Tw (death, cemetery, grave)

I was scrolling old pics and found my maternal grandfather's grave pic. I didnt kno we had that, ive never seen it before. Ive always thought ill be buried in pakistan- ofcourse i would! But

But

His grave doesnt have a carved headstone, it has a board on it with a marker writing his name and "La Illaha Illah Allah"

There is no god but Allah (God).

The cemetery floor is not levelled- each grave is raised, and you can clearly see it. Theres no bouqette of flowers, rather rose petals are thrown all over the grave. Similar rose petals are used in local weddings. I dont know what to make of that little detail.

My cousin who saw the death always assured us, he died- laughing. But whats it change? He is in the ground. I dont think he or my late paternal aunt got coffins. Just bags in the ground.

Im creeped out

iloveyouxx April 12th

@unassumingEyes

this is really random but I got the urge to check on you again :P🩷( @justmeeva do I get another award >:DD??/lh)

how’re you eyeslovely <3? (and other frendos💕@LoveMyMoonflowers @justmeeva )

I missed you tho we talked like yesterday I think :P💜

todays national grilled cheese sandwich day XD I dunno- when I’m bored I search up what say we celebrate today :PP is that weird ;-;?🤍

it’s also hamster dayy🥺🐹💖

eyesbuddy I wonder if there’s a baguette day🧐or potato dayy :00🥔💗

*googles*✨ 

21 march is international french baguette day XD and potato day is 19th or august XD 4 days after my birthday :PP🤍

anywho I started blabbering hehe whoops <3 how’re you💕💕?


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unassumingEyes OP April 12th

@iloveyouxx

Cheers for nadias second award 🥳🥳🥳

Immmmmmmmmmmmm......meh 🙃 just had some family drama lols sorry :D 

(Carefully constructed Eid walls around bad feelings are falling down as Eid goes and now im kinda like messing up and lashing out :/)

I miss you every second in the most non creepy way 🩷 and thank u tho ur making me feel all 🙃 when earlier i was all 😞

My sister will love that tidbit of info 🤭 big grilled cheese sandwich fan.

Thats a nice lil..whats the word, quirk? Of yours imo. We all have these little things that are a part of our essence. I love the word essence for some reason xD.

Awww hamsterrrs

All days are potato days 

Idk why it makes sense for potato day to be on august 🙃

21 march is smth else too i cnt remember...my aunt and uncles anniversary i think?

Next time i buy them bagguette 🥖

I am 🤭 but tbh better than before seeing this 🙃 thank u 🩷 hru?



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iloveyouxx April 12th

@unassumingEyes

yusss a social butterfly :D✨✨🎉🎉🥳💖

awe💜we hate family drama D:💙what happened lovely >:🩷/nfta at all.🤍

🩷 yu so sweet🥺💜I do too💕just didn’t wanna sound weird xD💙I told one of my cups friends that I’d missed her and she was like "huh how we talked like 2 days ago?" TvT- we don’t talk as much now but I guess that just made me I dunno try and act like I *dont* get attached to almost everyone that seems "nice" to me~✨:')

xD 

…~✨essence✨~…whys that such a..luxurious xD word ajsjnsjsixksi xD✨✨👑

yusss hamsterssss :33🐹😛💙

yk also most people in the world are born on august :P I’m so random xD maybe I was gonna say smth like including potatoes tho most potatoes and people were invented on august✨I- honestly don’t understand myself😭🫠

hehehe 21 march is a lotta things :P international color day, memorial day, human rights day, world poetry day, world down syndrome day, harmony day, etcetc :PP omg yuss buy em a baguette🥖🥖🥖

awwe I’m so happy I made you better🩷🩷even if it’s only a little-💕

im- hm :'P *deletes paragraph*✨i could be better but issokie💙I won’t dump on you hehe :P💜

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unassumingEyes OP April 12th

Tw im in that mood again. The one where i deliberately want to trigger myself. Thats a weird one huh? Ive searched up in these moods, how to purposefuly trigger yourself. It doesnt make sense, i know. Youre thinking "why would you want to do that?" Idk. Its like another of my own weird sh forms. Trying to trigger myself. I deserve it. I dont. I do. I dont know.