In the Corner

Like feels like i dont hv the right to be okay because other people arent, and i dont have the right to be unokay because other people are worse off, so im just here

Honestly i dont hv it that bad. Mom yells but thats not tw abuse. My dad believes in me for whatever reason. My sis is okay smtimes and not okay other times. I have good cousins, good friends. I used to have a good school. 

It just gets overwhelming sometimes. And the sense of anticipation...the constant "knowledge" that it can and will get worse...the need to prepare

Sometimes im not okay

Sometimes thats more often than otherwise

Sometimes its selfish

Sometimes its scary

Sometimes its desperate

Sometimes, just sometimes, i feel like i have the right to hurt, too

Sometimes i want to tell my close irk frnd smth. Whether holding my breath or my religious self conflict or just ajything. I was so close last night but

I cant lose her, you know? Not her

Have yall seen Cinderella live action 2015?

"I dont believe anymore"

That was probably the only movie i prefered the live action of over the animated version 

Felt more real

Oh its that mood

Lily was a little girl-

@LoveMyMoonflowers missing you

I opened up to my close frnd a little bit today. I told her a secret, and she told me a secret nd i deleted all the msgs in the chat before anyone else cld see

It helped, a bit

Here is a truth from a liar: 

We dont know who we are lying to

I dont think ive really processed like, a lot  of things?