In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
Like feels like i dont hv the right to be okay because other people arent, and i dont have the right to be unokay because other people are worse off, so im just here
Honestly i dont hv it that bad. Mom yells but thats not tw abuse. My dad believes in me for whatever reason. My sis is okay smtimes and not okay other times. I have good cousins, good friends. I used to have a good school.
It just gets overwhelming sometimes. And the sense of anticipation...the constant "knowledge" that it can and will get worse...the need to prepare
Sometimes im not okay
Sometimes thats more often than otherwise
Sometimes its selfish
Sometimes its scary
Sometimes its desperate
Sometimes, just sometimes, i feel like i have the right to hurt, too
I deserve nothing
Sometimes i want to tell my close irk frnd smth. Whether holding my breath or my religious self conflict or just ajything. I was so close last night but
I cant lose her, you know? Not her
Have yall seen Cinderella live action 2015?
"I dont believe anymore"
That was probably the only movie i prefered the live action of over the animated version
Felt more real
@LoveMyMoonflowers missing you
I opened up to my close frnd a little bit today. I told her a secret, and she told me a secret nd i deleted all the msgs in the chat before anyone else cld see
It helped, a bit
