In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
Im loving, you’re leaving. I know this song and dance. I know you’re loving and im leaving too. Ive never had a choice in both
Time left: 2 and a half hours
Studies left: 3 chapters/31 pages + objectives
31 pages SOUNDS less but it FEELS like too much rn xD
You guys the exam was easy *and* i didnt get travel sickness ekdjkdjd whats going on xD
Im gonna be a mess tomorrow btw. Next exam is social studies day after tomorrow. And ooooh boy is there alot of syllabus of social studies
@unassumingEyes
woo go eyesss 🎉🎉❤️
Yall wanna know smth weird u know like urdus my native language right but cause i didnt study urdu till 5yrs ago my pronounciations a bit off like im slower in saying my words than others right so rn i live with my relatives who speak urdu 24/7 so obv it wld look weird if i responded in english all the time and my urdu isnt very slow so i speak in urdu more often rn right
Now like everytime me and sis or me and mom are arguing or anything and i make a point that they cnt argue they just snap at me to speak in english not urdu and leave like whats that thats not fair
First break since like 4 hours nd not even 1 out of 4 chapters is done ooooooh boy
Chapters? Few
Material? Way too much
Aaaand im sick
I accidentally typed i suck but that works too
I dont think pss exam will go well im sorry
Tw maybe
My brain: dont go to fanfiction
Me, searching up the fanficition site: ofcourse not :p
I have...a serious problem. Its not just im addicted thats fine but the fanfictions u p s e t me sometimes, not in "romantic story" type of way but in a triggered/imagining bad scenarios/nightmares kinda way
But also
I keep going back to the site-
Tw- sui-cide, death, murder etc
This is sad but i needed to
I wont name him, because i didnt personally know him and I dont have that right. I'll call him R.
His name meant steadfast.
He was 17 years old. Right now, he would have been 19.
They never announced how, or what, happened.
A was my brother in religion and a student of my school. My teachers were his teachers. My friend's brother was his friend. I might have passed him in the hall.
He was found...with a rope...
Allegedly, a friend of his had come to visit and left, allegedly, "disguised as a girl"
Police declared it was not su-cide
You will barely find a report online. It will mention su-cide.
Teachers gave us warnings. Be careful. Please always walk in groups. Dont assume ur safe. Please be careful.
He was 17 years old, an year older than my sister that year, and no one knows for sure how he d-ed
He is remembered. He was grieved by several, almost everyone in my school. We have not forgotten him. His departure occured in Ramadhan, and we remember. It is all there is left to do for him anymore.
May this never happen again 😞
