Ramblings 3
Nothing new, same issues . I miss the people here. I have been really struggling the last few months. I have been really trying and it seems like I am going back instead of forward.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami I bought myself a kite😁 for Xmas or my birthday yesterday. I never had toys so I'm living my childhood through adulthood😁 I buy myself toys, so I can have fun things to do on the day ❤ we have a huge garden here, so it should fly nicely 😁 I've also bought a baby grinch doll 😁
I didn’t know they made dolls of me. ❤️
A good wind and you could go for a ride. ❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami 😂😂 wind surfing would be fun ❤ and yep! Your famous ❤😂😂😂
I only learned about Xmas and Halloween, and all the other celebrations a few years ago. I didn't even know people had birthdays. So now I'm gonna celebrate everything I can ❤
@Tinywhisper11
❤️❤️ You deserve every one of those celebrations ❤️❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami ❤🙂❤
@Iamwhoiamwhoami I just put together some tissue paper fans and ball decorations. My piggies love chewing them and throwing them around ❤
@Tinywhisper11
Sounds like they enjoy celebrating too❤️❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami 😁 yep! I think they do ❤
@Iamwhoiamwhoami my music keeps cutting off🙁 it's quite stormy here, it's messing with my internet connection 🙁
@Tinywhisper11 I'm sorry I'm quite nervous today, I ramble on about nothing when I get this nervous
@Tinywhisper11
I can’t do anything about that but I am giving you a snug hug❤️❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami snug hug from you is all I need to get me through anything ❤❤ I love you ❤
@Iamwhoiamwhoami have you eaten today??
@Tinywhisper11
As a matter of fact I am eating a healthy snack of crackers and Slim Jim’s ❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami what a slim jim??
@Tinywhisper11
I guess it would be a processed meat stick. Sounds disgusting but I occasionally eat them anyway.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami oh like pepperami sticks??
@Tinywhisper11
❤️ I love you ❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami I love you more ❤ my special earth angel ❤
@Tinywhisper11 ohhh I see what Helga means about love letters 😂😂😂😂😂😂
@Tinywhisper11
You are bursting with more love than 100 people. So even though I love you to no end. I will not argue with you, all you have to do is turn up the volume on your love to overload my capacity to receive. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😝😝😝
@Iamwhoiamwhoami so what your saying is, tiny is always right, so no point in arguing😁😁😁
@Tinywhisper11
I bow in your presence, oh merciful tiny❤️❤️❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami 😁😁😁
@Tinywhisper11
I may doze off at any time, ❤️I love you ❤️
Wonderful
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
@Tinywhisper11
I don't what to do. I try scrolling. But there might be something written for me to watch in between. I'm talking of your love-letters!!! I don't want to spend my energy on those pages. (I'm not angry or something - just trying to read what is written for me). Is there any way you 2 could have a thread just for your loveletters? Well - it is not a big problem - I can just find other threads to read. Just be happy and be happy and be happy. And Iam - I feel you have been more positive lately. You 2 persons (Iam and Tiny) are precious.
@Helgafy 🙂❤ we are not lovers, we are just great friends, chosen family, he's like my big brother ❤ I'm sorry it bothers you sweetie. Will definitely try and cut it down, cause your friendship is very important to both of us too ❤ hugs you tightly ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
I know you're friends (I just write loveletters). Please don't cut it down - please, please, please. I have written to Iam maybe you could write XXX when the message is for you 2 alone, then I just scroll over.
@Helgafy you said on a previous message in this thread, to think about heaven, and how time doesn't exsist there.
You didn't get my reply I think, I said 'ohh! Your right, maybe I'm already half way there ❤ then I asked you. Will we all still know each other in heaven?? Will we all be friends still?
I’m not feeling too good myself. Just woke up after another old timer nap. I suppose it would be called my few hours of sleep considering it was the wee hours of the morning when I fell asleep.
@Helgafy
I apologize for the writings between Tiny and myself sounding like love letters. As far as I am aware, we are just friends. As are you and twist and the others. I am just trying to express my feelings as Tiny expresses hers. I’m learning how to do these things move along.
I don’t quite understand how I need to correct whatever I am doing wrong but I am more than willing to change or adjust whatever I need to do to avoid losing you and your friendship and support. You are very important to me and I will do whatever it takes to keep you in my life.
The same goes for everyone else as well. Please explain to me what I am doing wrong. I don’t want to start another set of writings, or thread? Is thread the right word? Anyway, I don’t want to miss any messages from anyone and with my concentration and memory issues it is very difficult to not do that with keeping everything here in this section of writings. I can’t do that separating my writings.
So, once again I am sorry for making you and anyone else feel uncomfortable or anything with my writings with Tiny.
Please help me correct my mistakes.
Thank you, and I am really sorry.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
Friend - I very well know you're both young persons showing love - and that's very fine and you should continue to do so. I know you have the love of friends. Maybe - if you write XXX before the lovemessage I know it is just for Tiny and I don't have to read. You're giving each other love - and you both need it. But for me to read it is not OK - it's your lovewriting - close and intime. And yes - you both need that I think, but I need more distance so I don't want to read those messages. I don't know if you understand, maybe you don't.
@Helgafy
Thank for calling me young. I’m in my fifties and haven’t felt young in a long time.
I understand your discomfort, and even if I didn’t, I respect you and your needs and wants. I respect your friendship. We will figure out a way that works well for all of us regarding this collectively, as friends.
Maybe , it would be a simpler solution to start another set of writings under another title, I would like to keep it all here, and that is for selfish reasons. My memory issues make it difficult to keep up with things here, and to add a second area for me to keep track of I fear missing messages from any of my friends. But I know that selfish reasons are not the answer.
I don’t think I could remember a code to lead off with every time. So, between the two options, starting another set of writings might be the better option.
I will try and remember to bring this up with Tiny as well so she can voice her thoughts on the matter. Anyone else is welcome to add their thoughts as well .
Thank you..
