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Iamwhoiamwhoami December 31st, 2023

Nothing new, same issues . I miss the people here. I have been really struggling the last few months. I have been really trying and it seems like I am going back instead of forward.

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami yyy goodmorning sweetie ❤ I know it's not morning for you. It's natural to be scared going into surgery, but the doctors do it a million times a day, so you'll be just fine ❤ I think your tummy issues where just before you saw the last surgeon, but yeah mental illness can affect you physically too🙁 is your head still bad now??

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

@Tinywhisper11

Morning to you too. Yes, I still have a headache. ❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami I wish I could be there with you today ❤

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

@Tiny whisper11

You are in my heart ❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami maybe the pain from your headache may be a good distraction in the taxi. Well not a good one, but it might help shift focus. Don't worry you won't be there long, then you can come home and relax ❤

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

@Tinywhisper11

I’m sure you’re right, you normally are. ❤️❤️

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Helgafy October 5th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami

lol! Is not that a fine one; "You normally are!"

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami well done for having a shower ❤ I know how hard it can be, so I'm proud of you ❤ what does your shower gel smell off?? 

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

@Tinywhisper11

I am not sure what it is. I think it is one of those scents for “men “ . I buy my shampoo in bulk and as cheap as possible.

My work, which I don’t want to describe here due to possible chance of someone identifying me from it, but my work involves getting pretty filthy with stuff that doesn’t come off easily. So , bulk and cheap because of the excessive amount I use to clean.

I would rather use the “feminine “ scented shampoo. And perfume. I actually think I still have a bottle or two of perfume left somewhere. I just don’t use them because of my work.

I like the smells better than the “manly “scents.


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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami do you remember when to start taking extra meds?? Do you remember how much??

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

@Tinywhisper11

I think I am ok with that part. ❤️❤️

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

@Tinywhisper11

How are you doing? How are you feeling? ❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami I'm ok ❤ what are your thoughts right now?? Sorry I'm gonna be on and off the site, but I'll keep checking in on you ❤❤

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

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@Tinywhisper11

I am trying hard to focus on you and Helga , Twist , Blue, Amiable, and Pieces, and any others that are with me in my heart, and by my side in spirit. ❤️❤️

No, worries. I am kind of that way anyway most of the time. I start a response right after I get a message from you or the others and it takes me ten minutes to write a simple response . Longer if I ramble.

❤️ Embracing you in a warm, comforting hug, I love you ❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami. Yyy we are definitely all by yourside, especially today. Don't worry I'm gonna have a shower later, well half a shower, I gotta be carefull. So anyway we'll smell like strawberries😁

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

@Tinywhisper11

Strawberries….beautiful smell.❤️

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

I don’t normally stay on the site if I am not writing any of my ramblings. If I am awake I try and respond to messages as promptly as my mind allows. But if I am asleep in one of my old timer naps, then I unfortunately don’t get a prompt response out .

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami I don't get anything on my tablet computer thingy. So I check my bell in the corner of the screen when I come here to see new messages ❤

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

@Tinywhisper11

I think I set up somewhere, my profile or settings. For the phone app. I would rather use my laptop, but that is too awkward for me to use right now. That doesn’t matter anyway.

If I miss a few messages, unfortunately the bell thingy on my phone, it doesn’t list them out individually. So it makes it difficult for me to find and respond to them. The upvotes? However get listed individually.

❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami I have a candle lit, it has a picture of a owl on it. I'm gonna light it in a bit, it will be the light to guide your way safely back and forth the hospital ❤❤hugs you tightly ❤❤ I love you ❤

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

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@Tinywhisper11

I will try and look out for it in the morning. I think the person picking me up should be here about 7:00 AM. It is 9:46 PM here right now.

❤️❤️I love you too ❤️❤️

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mytwistedsoul October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami Good luck with your appointment Iam. We'll be with you in heart and spirit. Cheering you on. You've almost gotten to the point where you can have this pain fixed. That the goal. You've made it this far you've got this! ❤️ *sending calm peace* deep breaths ok?

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

@mytwistedsoul

Thank you. There is a strong possibility that there will be a second surgery at some point. But hopefully this first one minimizes things. ❤️ Receiving calm peace❤️

Thank you.

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami do you think you will be able to take a nap before you go??

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

@Tinywhisper11

I need to try and stay awake for another hour and a half or so to take my pain meds. That way I try and ensure that the medication stays in my system properly for tomorrow. After that I’m hoping to get to sleep for a bit. Which reminds me I better set an alarm for the morning just in case. I need to try and shower again in the morning.

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami don't push yourself to shower, you did really well already having one ❤ I know you like to stay clean though ❤ yes set your alarm, hopefully you will get a good sleep ❤ gives you a giant hug ❤ I love you ❤

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

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@Tinywhisper11

I probably wouldn’t worry do much about another shower, except for the fact I didn’t get to changing the bedding, which is in desperate need of washing. ❤️❤️ I love you too❤️❤️

Hugs you as well ❤️❤️

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