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Iamwhoiamwhoami December 31st, 2023

Nothing new, same issues . I miss the people here. I have been really struggling the last few months. I have been really trying and it seems like I am going back instead of forward.

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

I just remembered I need to go down to the basement sometime in the next couple days to get the meter reading for my water bill.

That is probably the most painful trip I have to make at home . That is more than a couple of steps. At least it is only once a month.

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami oh wow! You  have a basement, is it scary?? Do you keep secrets down there?? Becareful basement steps always look quite steep😕 we have smart meters here,they allow the reading to automatically go through the electric and gas companies computer

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BlueDarkAurora October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami Good luck ^-^ <3

Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami I'll just whisper just incase.. Are you asleep??

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Helgafy October 5th

@Tinywhisper11

Nice Tiny.

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami are you ready??? Don't worry it will all be ok ❤ your strength amazes me, you can do this ❤

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

YYY


@Tinywhisper11

I am far from ready. I’m going to take my first dose of meds and try to zone out for another half an hour then try and shower. And then find some clean clothes. It will probably be two hours yet before I am picked up. ❤️❤️ Hugs❤️❤️I love you❤️❤️

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

I just got out of a quick shower. A lot shorter than yesterday and a lot more pain.

Workingitthrough2, I am not sure where capitalization goes, but I know @mytwistedsoul messages with her, but anyway they just got hit with a hurricane.

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami oh no. I hope she's ok😕

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

@Tinywhisper11

The words she wrote are fading in my mind, but I think physically they are, but mentally they’re struggling, she has been struggling with so much as well. I think she mentioned food issues due to lack of electricity and ability to cook . I think she said property damage for her was minimal.

But don’t trust my memory. I don’t remember her title for her writings.

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami damn! I'll have to try talk with her🙁

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mytwistedsoul October 4th

@Tinywhisper11 Her and her husband are safe. They lost all their food because of power being out. There's a lot of trees down and they just got the phone lines and Internet back and last night were able to have a home cooked meal and enjoy hot showers. ❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@mytwistedsoul oh thank God ❤ thanks soul ❤❤

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mytwistedsoul October 4th

@Tinywhisper11 You're welcome! ❤️

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

YYY


@Tinywhisper11

❤️Thank you for being you❤️Hugs❤️I love you❤️

I will try and keep you and twist , helga, and the others towards the front of my thoughts. ❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami it won't be long now ❤ it'll all be over soon and you'll be back with hopefully some good news ❤

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami how you feeling with the extra meds??

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

@Tinywhisper11

I will take the extra one in a little while. ❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami what's happening in your head right now?? Are you scared?

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

@Tinywhisper11

The usual anxieties , yes, I am still scared. The usual chaos in my head.

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami YYY gives you back massarge, it's gonna be ok,  it's taken forever so far, but let's pray for a quick surgery  and a quick recovery ❤ I know you don't pray, so I'll pray for you ❤ I always do

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

@Tinywhisper11

Thank you ❤️

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mytwistedsoul October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami *sending you good peaceful vibes* You got this. Keep taking nice deep calm breaths . Give us an update when you can but no pressure either ❤️ 

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

@mytwistedsoul

Thank you. ❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami 

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

@Tinywhisper11

❤️ Enjoying the massage, I may fall asleep ❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami don't fall asleep now😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

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Helgafy October 5th

@Tinywhisper11

Tiny - the small movie is soo nice!

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Tinywhisper11 October 5th

@Helgafy ❤😁❤

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami well done for having another shower ❤❤ how long till you leave?? I'll most likely be asleep by the time you get home, but as soon as I open my eyes I'll come back here, with you ❤

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

They should be here in about a half hour to pick me up. I suppose I should start trying to get dressed. I will update when I can.❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami ok good luck sweetie ❤ you can do this ❤❤

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Tinywhisper11 YYY I almost forgot my hug. Huggs you tightly ❤❤ I love you ❤❤

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 4th

YYY


@Tinywhisper11

❤️Hugs you snugly ❤️❤️I love you ❤️❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 4th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami remember I'm right there with you holding your hand ❤ good luck sweetie ❤I love you ❤

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