Ramblings 3
Nothing new, same issues . I miss the people here. I have been really struggling the last few months. I have been really trying and it seems like I am going back instead of forward.
I just remembered I need to go down to the basement sometime in the next couple days to get the meter reading for my water bill.
That is probably the most painful trip I have to make at home . That is more than a couple of steps. At least it is only once a month.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami oh wow! You have a basement, is it scary?? Do you keep secrets down there?? Becareful basement steps always look quite steep😕 we have smart meters here,they allow the reading to automatically go through the electric and gas companies computer
@Iamwhoiamwhoami Good luck ^-^ <3
@Iamwhoiamwhoami I'll just whisper just incase.. Are you asleep??
@Tinywhisper11
Nice Tiny.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami are you ready??? Don't worry it will all be ok ❤ your strength amazes me, you can do this ❤
I just got out of a quick shower. A lot shorter than yesterday and a lot more pain.
Workingitthrough2, I am not sure where capitalization goes, but I know @mytwistedsoul messages with her, but anyway they just got hit with a hurricane.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami oh no. I hope she's ok😕
@Tinywhisper11
The words she wrote are fading in my mind, but I think physically they are, but mentally they’re struggling, she has been struggling with so much as well. I think she mentioned food issues due to lack of electricity and ability to cook . I think she said property damage for her was minimal.
But don’t trust my memory. I don’t remember her title for her writings.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami damn! I'll have to try talk with her🙁
@Tinywhisper11 Her and her husband are safe. They lost all their food because of power being out. There's a lot of trees down and they just got the phone lines and Internet back and last night were able to have a home cooked meal and enjoy hot showers. ❤️
@mytwistedsoul oh thank God ❤ thanks soul ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11 You're welcome! ❤️
YYY
@Tinywhisper11
❤️Thank you for being you❤️Hugs❤️I love you❤️
I will try and keep you and twist , helga, and the others towards the front of my thoughts. ❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami it won't be long now ❤ it'll all be over soon and you'll be back with hopefully some good news ❤
@Iamwhoiamwhoami what's happening in your head right now?? Are you scared?
@Tinywhisper11
The usual anxieties , yes, I am still scared. The usual chaos in my head.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami YYY gives you back massarge, it's gonna be ok, it's taken forever so far, but let's pray for a quick surgery and a quick recovery ❤ I know you don't pray, so I'll pray for you ❤ I always do
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
@Tinywhisper11
❤️ Enjoying the massage, I may fall asleep ❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami don't fall asleep now😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
@Tinywhisper11
Tiny - the small movie is soo nice!
@Helgafy ❤😁❤
@Iamwhoiamwhoami well done for having another shower ❤❤ how long till you leave?? I'll most likely be asleep by the time you get home, but as soon as I open my eyes I'll come back here, with you ❤
They should be here in about a half hour to pick me up. I suppose I should start trying to get dressed. I will update when I can.❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami ok good luck sweetie ❤ you can do this ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11 YYY I almost forgot my hug. Huggs you tightly ❤❤ I love you ❤❤
YYY
@Tinywhisper11
❤️Hugs you snugly ❤️❤️I love you ❤️❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami remember I'm right there with you holding your hand ❤ good luck sweetie ❤I love you ❤