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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP March 28th

“how can emptiness be so heavy?”

justmeeva OP March 28th

urges. 

justmeeva OP March 28th

i mean i already got a ton of *** and problems, what’s one more gonna change?

LoveMyMoonflowers March 28th

*sits with you if okay*

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justmeeva OP March 28th

@LoveMyMoonflowers 

it’s always okay. 🩷

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LoveMyMoonflowers March 28th

@justmeeva

keeping you in my thoughts. <3

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justmeeva OP March 28th

@LoveMyMoonflowers 

you were in mine too <3

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justmeeva OP March 28th

are. 

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LoveMyMoonflowers March 28th

@justmeeva

💙💙💙

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justmeeva OP March 28th

i’m trying but i don’t think it’s gonna be enough..

justmeeva OP March 28th

i might give sleep the chance to try and take me away before i try something. 

justmeeva OP March 28th

i don’t wanna break right now, not tonight, not again, not yet. 

LoveMyMoonflowers March 28th

is there anything me can do to help…? 😞💜

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justmeeva OP March 28th

@LoveMyMoonflowers 

don’t worry about me, i know you have your own things to deal with. i’ll be fine. i love you. 🩷

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LoveMyMoonflowers March 28th

@justmeeva

eva bean even if i have my own things to deal with… you’re still my friend and i care about you… it’s hard not to worry/think about you or be concerned. 🥺💙 

me loves you too, vvv much. 💜

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justmeeva OP March 28th

@LoveMyMoonflowers 

i think.. something you can do, is try to be safe and take care of yourself, as much as you can. it would mean a lot. you’re very precious. 🩷 

i can’t be very supportive rn and i can’t expect you to have to take care of me too, taking care of ourselves can be a challenge enough already. you don’t have to do anything special for me, i won’t ask you to, just try to be safe. that’s all i want. 🩷

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LoveMyMoonflowers March 28th

@justmeeva

i think.. something you can do, is try to be safe and take care of yourself, as much as you can. it would mean a lot. you’re very precious. 

i can’t be very supportive rn and i can’t expect you to have to take care of me too, taking care of ourselves can be a challenge enough already. you don’t have to do anything special for me, i won’t ask you to, just try to be safe. that’s all i want” ~ 

i don’t really have words rn but what i can say is, likewise. 💜 you too… try to be safe okay? i don’t see myself as precious and… i know you don’t see yourself as precious either. :') but i’ll try to take care of me for you, eva friend 💜 please try to take care of you for me, too. 💜 you’re precious, beyond precious 💜 and not just to me. 💜 

thank you eva bean 💜

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justmeeva OP March 28th

@LoveMyMoonflowers 

okay 🩷 *sending you optional hugs*

might go but i’ll be right back tomorrow. <3

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LoveMyMoonflowers March 28th

@justmeeva

*hugs back* 

aww okay… take care if you’re leaving. try to be safe please… 💙 

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justmeeva OP March 28th

@LoveMyMoonflowers 

you too 🩷 love you friend, lots and lots. ❤️

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LoveMyMoonflowers March 28th

@justmeeva

💙💙💙

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justmeeva OP March 29th

oof this scenario rn.