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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP July 26th

and draining

justmeeva OP July 26th

and triggering. 

justmeeva OP July 27th

i miss taylor, i miss noah, i miss adam, i miss regan, i miss pixie, i miss nick, i miss bunny, i miss adrien, i miss noah (a different one), i miss alix, i miss rome, i miss nahoa, i miss coco, i miss morgan, i miss charlie, i miss steph, i miss alex, i miss maple, i miss avy, i miss cookie, i miss max, i miss kit, i miss swift, i miss zenoee, i miss charm, i miss cxen, i miss peri, i miss lena, i miss everyone so much and i can’t do anything about it

justmeeva OP July 27th

“i had all and then most of you, some and now none of you..”

justmeeva OP July 27th

“i don’t know what i’m supposed to do, haunted by the ghost of you..”

justmeeva OP July 29th

are you tired of me yet?

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unassumingEyes July 29th

@justmeeva don't know who it's addressed to, but I know I could never be tired of you ♥️

VictoriaLove7 July 29th

@justmeeva

I'm not tired of you either, Eva 🥺

mytwistedsoul July 29th

@justmeeva Neither am I 💙

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justmeeva OP July 29th

triggered

justmeeva OP July 29th

my hands were and are shaking

justmeeva OP July 29th

that’s how they go, those one sided conversations with mom since i instantly shut down 

justmeeva OP July 29th

i’m not even gonna quote what she said this time i gotta *** try and calm myself down now