Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
ok but i can’t continue recalling memories i gotta stop. *turns music up and distracts* walking on thin ice here haha-..
wow chatgpt actually answered that question. the ‘if you’re in distress go seek help’ note wasn’t even at the front, only at the end. lol.
it’ll just be a normal conversation, with a stranger.. and your mom… about your mental health…. ha, what could go wrong?…..
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tw all my white text is tw
mom brought up “the things on my hands” and the psychologist flat out asked me what i use
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i was *** holding back tears 5 minutes into the zoom meeting i’m surprised i managed to get through it without crying
@justmeeva thats so unprofessional of the psychologist tho. Like. If that had been jist you and her without your mom i wld have told you to end the meeting then and there- idk that qs makes it look like she has no idea what shes doing
