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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP July 13th

no that badly but still.

justmeeva OP July 13th

mom got me fed up, and then left, taking my phone with her so i had no distractions and rubber band didn't help (it never does) so i relapsed.

justmeeva OP July 13th
she didn't even listen. she only listened to what she wanted to hear, the rest she just ignored. she said i don't appreciate what she does for me. i- won't even comment on that.
justmeeva OP July 13th

i'm just done. 

justmeeva OP July 13th

tomorrow's my birthday.
just one more day and then i can start preparing.

justmeeva OP July 13th

gonna go bye.

unassumingEyes July 14th

@justmeeva 

*sneaks onto cups*


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Love you <3 

Stop planning please/no pressure but i had to try 

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mytwistedsoul July 14th

@unassumingEyes The dog is adorable! 😊

justmeeva OP July 14th

@unassumingEyes 

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mytwistedsoul July 14th

@justmeeva Happy Birthday! 🎈 🎉

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justmeeva OP July 14th

@mytwistedsoul 

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justmeeva OP July 14th

*has to go again* 

i’ll come back again later sorry about this- 🩷

@justmeeva

happy birthday eva beanie 💜

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(ni friend left a little something for you in our talkie space. <3)

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justmeeva OP July 14th

@LoveMyMoonflowers 

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