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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP July 29th

tempted to relapse but i can’t 

justmeeva OP July 29th

it felt like i was gonna give myself a panic attack listening to her words and i haven’t even experienced a panic attack before

justmeeva OP July 29th

she just doesn’t let it go she says all those stuff how can she be so insensitive i don’t understand 

justmeeva OP July 29th

and again she talked about how i’m making her life more difficult and the *** ‘you choose your life and the way it goes” yeah *** off

justmeeva OP July 29th

well dw mom i won’t be making your life more difficult much longer

justmeeva OP July 29th

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justmeeva OP July 29th

tw don’t even read it it’s really dark

imagine my siblings’ kids one day saying “i never got to see one of my aunts because she k***ed herself at 15”.

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justmeeva OP July 29th
oop ok that was supposed to go white ummmm
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justmeeva OP July 29th

let me just make a fresh page real quick.

justmeeva OP July 29th

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justmeeva OP July 29th

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